Tuesday, October 05, 2004
juz some changes to e last entry...hmm..it was written on 30sep..not 1oct..lolx..
lolx..been in e bad mood..mood swings?i d not know..qurarrelled wif my aunt and mum last nitez over insignificant stuff..crapz..i was feelin so..frustrated last nitez ta i..okie..nvm..juz felt ta..nvm.some pp juz cant do things based on simple common sense..and ta angers mi lots..hmpf.. another thing ta made my blood boils is e fact ta some pp are always gossiping abt others..crapz..it's simply irritating..well..if u were to comment abt one's flaws behind them, wat's e use and saying it? wouldnt it be better for ya to tell it straight in front of them, so ta they will relise their mistakes? well..i do not know whu's toking behind my back but..if i were to find out..i'm gonna scold u upside down..coz no.1, u are rude..no.2, u're irritating..no.3, u're a coward...no.4, u're not perfect either..so..y shld u gossip abt others? unless u wld like others to do ta too..am i rite?
okie..enough of ta..somehow..i've vented my anger in ta para..but, i'm still feeling real angry..but nvm abt it..juz felt ta my world has fell apart..and..i do not know why..it juz feel...real terrible inside my heart..and many times..i think to myself..wat's wrong wif mi? wat's wif e sudden change in mi?but somehow..i cant figure e answer out..i remembered ta school used to be my fav place..coz it's e place where i can find my joy..my frenz..e wonderful frenz who'll stay by my side in times of sadness and happpiness..but now..it's somewhat i place..i hardly look forward to..coz..my relationshipS wif mi frenz..aint as close as b4..there're even some pp whu look at mi as though i'm indebted to them.hey guys!! com'on...wat's wif all these?
in class...i mixed wif diff grps of pp..mainly coz of my sitting arrangement (i must say). days ago..my sister was tellin mi some stuff regarding e way i associate wif pp..and yes..wat's wrong wif ta? sometimes..she'll juz comment abt e wat i deal wif things..e way i behave... ta does ta coz pp told her stuffs abt mi..ya..i appreciate her for all these ta she has done..but..it angers mi when i ask her whu are the ones whu commented those..she simply replied to mi,"i've promised them to tell anione." if u were mi..how wld u feel? i wld seriously like to hear ya comments..
todae..i didnt go to sch..didnt manage to wake up..my mum gave up le..she dun wan ta wake mi up animore..i was simply too tired to move..and..i didnt want to go to sch, coz i did not do my work..lolx..yes..i'm running away from reality..but nvm..todaa i'm spending my day awat by studying..and also..tonitex..i gotta go to CHEC or a.math crash course..permutation and combinations together wif binomial. lolz..hehe..nvm..juz keep looking at the next entry!
-my kind of life-
