Friday, December 31, 2004
now e date n time is 31st dec 2004, 0305hrs. weeh..it's morn n i'm still awake..ta's simply coz i'm still doin my stuff. =)
cant wait for CGM n cell appreciation tonite..weeh! it's gonna b exciting ya? hehe...
quote of e dae: God is the same ytd, todae n foreva. =)
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
as usual..time passes by so quick ta i didnt realise it. tinking back, i do not know if i've made full use of my holis..though i hav arranged new activities to pack my timetable..there r juz so mani other 'duties' which i did nt manage to accomplish.. questions to ask myself..
1)did i spend enough time wif my band juniors? did i ever take time off to visit them? No..coz i was only concerned abt my own freedom to do my own things.
2)did i manage to act out on wateva ta was on my mind? No..e shortage of time made mi suffered a whole lot!
3)did i manage to kick off some bad habits? well, a lil (onli). i tot ta everythin was gone till ytd when my vocanol erupted again.
tink ta's all ba..but, i did manage to do somethin to enrich my life! e way i helped out in CG had realli allowed mi to grow in e Lord..e opportunities for me to devote more time with my ministry was simply wonderful, n memorable. =) e chance ta i've taken to organised a class gathering on 27th dec was indeed a great event! i enjoyed it,n i hope others will feel e way i do too. =)
mani times, i made judgment n conclusions juz too quickly..well, ken is rite(sometimes). tis is juz one super duper bad habit ta i hav to kick off..perhaps..ytd..A was rite in a way or another..it was my partly my fault..okie..sori abt it..i hope ta u do read tis..i shldnt hav made my conclusion regardin somethin ta quickly..
now ta e band BBQ(juz now) had juz ended..wat will i do next? go to SAJC and meet a new bunch of frenz and forget them? nahz..i'm gg to promise myself to meet up wif them for a meal or anithin..yeap, my classmates too..2D in yr 2002 n 4E1 in yr 2004. =) ta's gg to b part of my goals for yr 2005!
e world is so wonderful..yeap..whenever i look at e sky..i juz feel so peaceful. juz felt ta e formations of e clouds are so interesting..i gotta make use of e chance to straighten out e tots in my mind..oh yes, e stars u get to see at West Coast Park is simply great! juz sit down where nuthin can block ur view..wosh! i always feel v blessed to b living on tis world..experiencin e miraculous work of God..do u feel e same as i do?
well, it's true ta e world is kinda 'sucky' to mani pp..but hey! i tink ta we shld look at e positive side of everythin! =) i'm learning to so ta..well..for mani mani things..it's easy to say..but it's diff to accomplish..so i'm learning ta..hehe..it does take time..
for many times, e tot of my frenz commenting ta my blog entries all mentioned abt God juz kept flashing back..and yeap, some tink ta i'm insane or sumthin like ta..but hey! wait, i mention Him is simply coz He's part of my life..so much so ta w/o Him, i wldnt be who i'm todae. and ya, He's always blessing my every day..are you willing to allow HIm to do ta for ya? com'on, all i did was to receive Him into my heart 2 yrs ago..it was as simple as ta =)
on e way back from e band BBQ gathering todae..i talked to edwin..well, it seemed ages since i talked to him ya? juz felt a lil sad ta chen guaug seem to b backslidding..yes, i do not deny ta i've tots of backslidding when everythin in my life seem to b gg wrong...when i feel low..when i feel ta my life is so 'restricted' by e word of God(e.g. read 2 corin 6:14 n u'll know. =) )but i still peserver on..i continued to trust in e Lord..coz i know of e mighty power He hav got..e inheritence ta i'm gg to get when i'm in heaven. and most imptly, i know ta He loves mi, and it's e same for mi. when u truly love someone, u'll nv giv up hope of being wif ta particular someone no matter wat kinda situations u're in..trust mi..
yes,i always feel sad when i know of someone backslidding from God..i do not know..but somehow..i juz feel ta i've lost a bro/sis..frenz, like wat pastor always say..stop slidding away from God..slide back to HIm..He's waiting for u!
dear frenz, it's true ta sometimes i will ignore u..or cant even b bothered wif wateva u r doing..but hey!ta doesnt mean ta u're forgotten..it's juz ta i do nt know how to start a conversation wif ya..and ya..there r juz so mani times ta i do nt hav e time to tok to ya..pls pardon mi for ta..nevertheless, to all my bro-s/sis-s in Christ, i love u. let's all hang on ya? gonna believe in God to leave e 'valleys' of our lives. =)
yeap, to all my mates in Tanglin Sec, i love ya too, and yeap, i will miss u. =) do rmb to keep in contact wif mi k? hehe..i wldnt mind if u were to invite mi over to ya hse for a seat during chi new yr's season..hahaha..
quote of e dae:
~God is love. =)
~1 John 4:19 We love Him because He first loved us.
-my kind of life-
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
cool..my week's packed wif activities...sometimes i realli do not know if i shld count tis as somethin ta's gd or bad..arg..nevertheless, i hav enjoyed e company of my church mates, classmates n band mates..it was all so cool! weeh!
served on sun..went to buy food for cls gathering on ta dae too..then on mon..thk God, i finalli had enough slp..first time after two weeks..then went to jiayi's hse..got on wif cls gathering and then left his hse for sch(which was ytd) at 12++am..hehe..e taxi driver was interesting..coz..he is e first batch of students in tanglin tech sch back in e 1960s.cool..heeheh..
had quite alot of fun wif e band..juz felt so great to b playin together wif e band..but it no longer sound as nice n strong as b4 le..e lack of manpower...arg..
threw my temper in e afternoon coz i was realli angry over someone..in my pt of view..ta particular person, A, was boasting abt his/her high IQ level..and critising my band mates n etc..i cant stand it so i juz hung up e phone..well, i was rude but i juz cant control myself..tinking abt it..i felt ta it was A's fault..
(A's name shld b kept confidential. =) )
was so pissed off ta i ate close to 20 small bars of chocolates on e way home..upon reaching home, i took a few more bars out to ease my anger..arg..wat is tis world coming to? juz feelin so confused..
-my kind of life-
Saturday, December 25, 2004
woh..been real busi for e past few daes..so much so ta i cant even find time to blog..pity mi..hehe..yeap..todae's christmas yeap?hehe..
was supposed to slp by now..but everythin was delayed when i had difficultly burning some photos into a disc..okie..i'm gg to turn in real soon le..coz i hav been suffering from a v bad headache over e past few daes..arg
wosh!! e xmas drama at SIS was simply wonderful!! it was so well done!!weeh! hehe..i realli did enjoy alot and..yeap, tmr will b e xmas cele for dialect church.gotta reach by 8am..wosh!hehe..
i'm gg to believe for a great dae tmr n yeap, hehe..verythin's gonna be fine!weeh!
guys,i'll try my best to upload e finest photos on e web asap ya?hehe
quote for e dae: greater responsibility comes greater accountability
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
weeh!!it's my 2nd anniversary in CHC!! i remembered myself first joining e185 for e xmas drama on 22 dec 2002. time realli flies..for e past two yrs mani things hav happened..but i know ta it all happened for a reason. =)
i realli wld like to take tis chance to thk e pp for impacting my lives in church..they all hav guided mi in my walk wif God in one way or another..i believe ta my lives will b further impacted as u all continue to be part of my live.and ta, i wil also b given a chance to b part of more n more pp's lives. =)
firstli..felicia..she's e one who brought mi to church..then yuzhen..tis gal(my present mummi) whu called mi n talked to mi. it was an all so wonderful experience! then, shannon..a powerful, life impacting leader whu persuaded mi to attend cgm. then it will b gao yuan, a wise leader whu is always there to tok to mi n to solve my doubts. then joyce..my guardian..whu's always there to help mi n encourage mi..then w210 in '03(presentli there's another 250 n 313)..then '04(presentli there's 300 n 210) n '04 again(210)..all my cg members n ex-cg members are simply great.thks lot for always being there for mi..and not to forget e185 too. =) thks lot for always welcoming mi whenever i attend make up cgm last yr..xie xie ni..hehe..
it is simply great..juz felt so changed..my life..weeh! xmas is coming..i can sense ta tis yr is gg to b diff..juz felt so..hehe..
quote of e dae: christmas is all abt Jesus!
-my kind of life-
Monday, December 20, 2004
peeps!!hehe..tink my timetable for e week wil be adjusted.coz..i'm gg to quit..tmr? and..ya..i didnt report to work todae..
accompanied mel and leong to jjc..in e mornig..then..on e way to pjc..we met sian yang n wei qiang at je interchange..so..they hav got a class chalet..hehe..met up wif bao..and soon..we headed to pjc..it was a loonng walk..wosh..dun tink i'm gg to comment much either..hehe..we stayed in e compound n chatted til gina and sam turned up..sat for quite some time b4 we left at..250pm? headed to mel's hse..
it was so..wonderful..we had a super duper heavy lunch at her hse..thks ot to her mum!! real cool man..her mum was so..good!!hehe..black pepper chicken..garlic bread..hash brown..one big cup of ice cream..and lotsa food which they juz brought back fm thailand..wosh!! so much ta..well..realli ate lotsa food..hehe..but we all enjoyed it..hehe..watched the incredibles..then went to play the piano (n mi e guitar) for leisure purposes..hehe..then we were all so playful ta we opened up mel's bdae gift..a precious moment puzzle..hehe..we fixed it all e way till 9+..when my dad came to fetch mi back home..and bao n ade too..hehe..
felt a moment of peace somehow..coz i'm gg to return my cornet to tsmb tmr morning..and to finish some church stuff..and to quit my job n most imptly..i've somehow settle my class gathering on 27th dec..juz need some pp to volunteer themselves to help out..hehe..real cool!! juz cant wait! hehe..
quote for todae: plan ur timetable carefulli before making ani decisions ta will result in regrets. =)
-my kind of life-
Sunday, December 19, 2004
todae's a sundae. real cool! i met up wif my cg members to do tis yr's xmas gifts together..it was all so wonderful..we had so much fun but shannon isnt feelin v well..she's sick. so guys! do mi n my cg a favour by praying for her! christmas is getting near..and she realli needs the strength to perform to e best she can for e xmas drama! go for it! =)
juz felt so blessed after toking to my ex-cg members..yu zhen...rou xin..heng ling..wosh!! juz missed them.. pp ard mi hav given words of advice..and also to share their views on particular matters..after a long consideration..i decided to drop the idea of appealin into acjc for 1st 3 mths..it's rather complicated..i agree with wat rou xin had said to mi at e soccer court tis afternoon..we shld choose a place where we'll feel comfortable to learn..where there are more opportunities for us to explore ourselves..and most imptly..a place where i will realli feel as though i'm in church..sajc..the christian grp is rather stong over there(as wat i've heard if i'm not wrong). sajc..will ta be a place where lives will b impacted greatly by the love of God? will ta b a place where my dreams n visions will come to past? i do not know..but i believe in God for a great mighty future..rou xin is rite..i shld ask God n pray to Him abt it..as it is written in the Bible: seek HIm first n all will b added onto you.
i do not know..but mani things seem to b changing..not to b denied ta i've changed a lil..and of course, for e better. i've learnt to take things a lil easier. b more responsible in wateva i do. better temper.
juz feelin real tired for e past few daes..didnt manage to slp sufficiently..had abt..5+ hrs per dae onli..and every nite, i reach home totalli tired..juz felt ta my life is v dry..i need to do alot of things..but i cant dig the time out to do it..how shld i plan my schedule?
mon morn to acc mel n ade to jjc..then to work..then perhaps..to catch a show?(wif my frenz..ta depends..)tues..morn to band then to do xmas gifts..work..and to orchard..wed..work..elderly's party..and depends..thurs..work..elderly's party..work?
gosh! i realli got lotsa stuff to do man..arg...hahah..shld i juz giv up e job? i need to..but i'm not willin to..coz i wan to prove to others ta i can make it..oh crapz..so tied down..i wanna serve God..my limited time..and not to forget..my cls gathering..gotta get down to earth n start passin msg to others le..
did ya manage to notice one habit ta i kicked? read carefulli..n compare the words ta i used presentli n in e past..hehe..
todae pst sy roger said somethin real impactful..sometimes we pray to God ta He'll take away the sadness in our hearts..and more la...but God dun take away the feelings ta He gave to us..bcoz the feelings r there for a purpose..n God wants us to understand the reason for their existence..i feel ta onli thru tis will we manage to overcome the emotions..i dun wanna b a emotion driven gal..but a commitment driven gal..everythin i do..let mi do it wif a heart of love n willingness..
quote for todae: a mature person do things according to his/her commitment while an immature person do things according to his/her feelings
-my kind of life-
Saturday, December 18, 2004
todae we had CGM(cell grp meeting)..after such a long time coz of bible seminars n etc..weeh!! todae's wonderful! simply wonderful!! read tis carefulli..
todae, it is e first time i receieved a rhema word from word during CGM..it was simply cool..tis verse juz 'shot' my mind e moment shannon spoke to us..tellin us to share a word...
Phil 1:14
'and most of the brethren in the Lord, having become confident by my chains, are much more bold to speak the word without fear.'
indeed, tis verse juz woke mi up..ta we shld believe n trust in e word ta God spoke to us(thru the Bible). if it's the truth, i do not see the need for us to fear when proclaiming His word!! then ray followed by speakin another verse in Hebrew regarding faith. tink e verse is in chap 11.. it was all so marvellous!!hehe..shannon then spoke from ps 27..weeh!! realli..God was flowing in all of us..todae's CG was so so diff..juz felt ta miracles r gg to happen in every CG members' lives real soon..our CG will soon multiply again..i know we'll..and faith is e key word.
was toking to shannon e other nite..thurs nite..each time i tok to her, words of wisdom n encouragement juz flow out of her mouth..i must admit ta there's realli lots more for mi to learn..in fact, no matter how great we are, how clever we are, i feel ta we still need to learn..hehe..
w210 is simple awesome!! a great CG i must say...juz felt ta our bonds hav been stregthened..it's a blessin to b in w210!!yeah!!indeed..members care n love for one other..hehe..thks lot shannon for e earli xmas gift..felicia for e gift she bought for us in penang..and..bro weng boon for e refreshments todae!! n ken too..for e food he brought back form m'sia! cool!! wonderful cg!! yippee!!hehee..
wosh..went to orchard todae..juz to walk n to bring my maid out..my parents told mi to de..hehe..we bought some food in paragon n walked down e streets all e way to plaza s'pura..lolx..then to bugis..and weeh!! we met william, irene, shu ping n shannen..chatted for awhile then..we left them.hehe..went to look for my parents then went for dinner...hmm..ta time it was close to ten le..arg...haha..nvm..at least i did enjoy my dae todae!!
juz felt so great! coz i know ta God is touchin my dad's heart..my dad has changed..of course it's for e better!! he's nt ta strict..n well, we(e children) are able to tag along wif his conversation n..we juz joke most of e time..i've received lotsa blessings from him..e money he blessed mi...the new phone he bought for mi..and weeh!!he passed mi $50 to shop todae..but i returned e remaining money to him..hehe..God is good..i reap wat i sow..n it's all coming in my way now!!weeh!! a big harvest rite in front of mi!!hehe..i realli look forward to e dae when my dad attends e eng svc of CHC n be trained as a disciple of God..nt onli a follower, but a disciple. i believe n look forward to it!! i know ta God can do it!!hehe..
everythin's changing in my life..juz felt so close to e pp ard mi..and own family..my church mates..cool..realli felt the love n warmth i long to hav..i always tot to myself ta i'm a loneli gal..ta..i cant feel e love ta God has given to mi..but now, i feel it..the secret is to spend time wif them. yes, i've changed...i'm now marchin into e future wif a new mindset..a new vision..a new goal..all these..realli hav changed my lifestyle..
tmr it's finalli my turn to serve in DC..after seein my cg mates serving in children's church todae..juz cant wait..hehe..tmr e soccer match will continue!! ASPIRE!! my team's name! jia you!! u're gg to make it into e final!! weeh!! God bless ya!! hehe..
Quote of e dae: time will not change our life(styles).onli changing e way we tink, will then our lives be changed. =)
-my kind of life-
Friday, December 17, 2004
i am chattin online thru msn now..it's been quite some time since i sat down n chat wif my fellow msn-mates..hehe..toking to rachel(4e1) n yu zhen..juz missed yu zhen now..but, (healthy)pp need to grow. e lifestyle will definitely change..and it juz did for mi.
i was sharing wif my mummi(yu zhen) abt e goodness of God. e miraculous stuff He did in my life. all those r definteli encouraging to mi, n to others. e feelin of my burden being lifted up whenever i serve Him in dialect church(DC) juz felt so relieving. it's a feelin like nv b4. i always find it a joy to serve n meet up wif the elderly. cool..promised maria ta i'll avail myself on 23th dec to help her out in e elderli's party events held in diff estates..cool cool...hehe..it's definiteli worth rejoicing over..i am able to imagine the multitudes present at the old folks centre, e edlerli's hse..weeh!!
okie, it's set. dear frenz form 4e1, we'll b having a gatherin(BBQ) at jia yi's hse on 27th dec,mon. pls b reminded to buy a present for a gift exchange session. remember to giv wat u wld like to recieve..hehe..giv cheerfulli n willingli yA? hehe..price of e present n e cost of attendin it is not confirmed yet. but, we'll keep it as low as possible by digging out wateva cls funds we can find.hehe..look forward to ya presence on ta dae ya? hehe
btw, i got into SAJC for 1st 3 mths. wasnt realli expectin it coz SA's standard is higher than AC( accordin to e PAE info booklet we got). well, gg to appeal into AC on mon, gonna pray reali hard to get into AC coz..i wanna get my 2 bonus pts!! SA's mving to Patong Pasir..bad..bad..real bad for mi..haiz..28th dec.. check again..appeal appeal..AC AC..lolx.
quote for todae: Faith is not an absence of fear, but continuing to trust in the Lord despite being fearful.
tis verse impacted mi greatli n has changed my life, will it change urs?
-my kind of life-
Thursday, December 16, 2004
yeap, woke up wif a new tinkin todae.i will learn fm my mistakes n look forward t a positive future. however, as noon reaches, i felt fear conquering mi. i do not know y..i was on e way to work..was a super long journey..coz i went to mani parts of spore b4 i landed up in my office.lolx.
do not know y..but i was juz so afraid..so much so ta i cld juz break down anitime n cry out..at ta time, i knew ta i've to calm myself down..but how? i simply spoke in tongues softly at e control station while waiting for BY. it did calm mi down a lil..soon, i realised e need for my 2 trust in God for everythin...i was juz so so confused..till e pt i decided to take out a bk on faith written by pst Ulf. wow..it did wonders to mi!! trust mi..i felt so peaceful 4 e rest of my dae..juz felt so confident ta it'll b a great dae(somehow) =) n it somehow did turn out to b..hehe..
christmas is coming in abt one week's time..wosh..time flies real past..i'l b in Chc for abt 2 yrs le..for e past few 1+++(close to 2) yrs, i've grown alot(phy, n spiritualli). tinking back..i reali wan to thk lotsa n lotsa of pp..like gao yuan, shannon, e185, w210!! n also my fellow cgm from w250 n w300..e moments we had will always remain in my heart..and also not to 4get my bro.s n sis.s in Dialect church..cool..it's juz so great!
do u hav ani plan 4 christmas? if yes, will mind sharing wif mi? hehe..if it's no..juz tell mi too..i'll be interested to know!! hehe..tata.
quote of e dae: hav a positive mindset no matter wat u do (e outcome wil sure b diff) =)
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
yes, faith in God. ta's all i need in order for Him to guide me. for it is written in e Bible ta w/o faith, it is impossible to please Him.
had a tiring dae..tink i gotta go to sch..then head to somewhere near bugis to collect my camera..then to work..then to realli settle my stuff..lotsa stuff to do..a new turn in my life..will i b able to adapt to it n accept e challenges? gonna hav faith ta i'll not giv up.
todae's quote:a new dae, a new hope.
-my kind of life-
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
stop it..stop all of it..
well, it's time for mi to sotp being a temperamental person..at times i realli felt so useless, coz i juz let my emotions control my behaviour. i tried to change..but it all came to b futile when somethin bad happened..
it's true when they say ta a scar is being left behind after every injury..all my hurts hav left scars on my heart..and a deep one is impacting mi greatly..juz felt like breakin down.. everydae, i wake up wif a fresh hope. howeva, it does not last long. indeed, fleshly desires r sinful in way or another.
there're so so so mani stuff which i'm not prepared to handle/accept now..do not know how i manage to survive thru it in e past but..it's all a new beginning for mi. as i move on to a new chap of my life, i realli hope ta i'll move on wif a new look..no scars..no hurts..no regrets..
todae, i went for e interview again..tot ta i failed e 1st one, onli to know ta they agreed to hire mi..but it now all depends on mi le..how hard i'm willing to strive hard to earn my share..yes, i'm back to doing sales again, but, in a diff form. well, a new job experience again.. =)
i saw tis quote on e MRT todae n i agree to it totalli.. take a look:
our past performance is not indicative of our future performance.
how much do u agree wif ta? tell mi how ya tink ya? hehe..thks lot.
-my kind of life-
Monday, December 13, 2004
weeh!! i juz woke up..didnt know wat time i slept..830am tis morning?now's 1215pm.lolx..e band members left my hse le..last nite, n tis morning, we had a great time..or perhaps not.... i do not know..but i did enjoy myself..heheh..mahjong from 2+ in e morning till they left my hse(which i've got no idea wat time), and also twister!!it was simply funni..hahah..can go to my webby n take a look at e photos..lol..
a new week, a new beginning..wat kinda vision i want to hav? wat i can do tis week? ta's all i can ask myself in order to obtain a fulfillin week. =)
yippee!!hehe..i love christmas!! it's coming!! tis season, it'l b all abt Jesus, isnt tis greaT? weeh..my church will be having a xmas cele at Spore indoor Stadium on 24th nite n 25th morning..hehe..if u're interester, ya can juz giv mi a call. =) it's great it's great! all r coming up smoothly n wonderfulli!!hehe
-my kind of life-
Friday, December 10, 2004
ya, isnt it better if i'm ignorant to e things ta r happenin ard mi? i wld choose not to know if i know ta it wld affect mi ta much after knowing it..sometimes, it wld be better for u not to know stuff ta wld affect u directly, or indirectly. how i wish i cld turn a deaf ear to wat i heard ytd, n also, e dae b4 ytd.
okie, i'm supposed to be out of ta hse by now..by Bao Ying woke up late!!haha..bao!!i told ya ta u'll be late!!hahah..hmm..gg to repair my digi cam afterwards n hopefulli, i can go n look for my mummi..hehe..tink i'm gg to trim my hair a lil and..well...okie, i cAN 4GET abt high-lighting my hair coz my mummy simply refuses to allow mi..eee..hahhaa..
Quote for todae: Be whu u r.
-my kind of life-
Thursday, December 09, 2004
perhaps, i shldnt stay at home..i shld go out n do somethin meaningful to brighten up my dae!!haha..oh well, yeap, stayed at home(somehow) for ytd n todae. =) ended up eating non-stop..hhahaa..
weeh!!i'm so so excited for tonite's holi zest in church!! i believe ta it's gg to b great n God is gg to make a diff in most of our lives. i believe. =) tonite's drama wil b directed by Shannon!! cool!! let's all go n support her!!hehee..
i juz called some of my clsmates(4E1), it juz felt so great to b toking to them. realli..a cls gathering wil b popping up after christmas!!do pay attention to e details then!!hahaha.. juz felt so great. my frenz..having toking to them, i juz felt closer to them. hehee...
btw..haha..didnt know ta BY actualli mentioned mi in her blog entries ta mani times..weeh..sec 2 was indeed a memorable yr for e both of ur..chap 6 n 7. hehe..and not to forget..hmm..mrs teo..hahha..weeh!! sec 3? must b e memories of band n the times we went out shoppin like nobody's business..hehe..sec 4? juz pureli our relationship wif e other three...or two u wan to say..hehe..hahaha..okie, tink i shld get ready for tonite's event le..weeh!!hahaa
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
wouldnt it be good if i can turn back time n stop mistakes form happening? wouldnt it good if i can forget my past?
i do not know but i'm lost.
-my kind of life-
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
yeap, being accountable for wat i do.tis is wat i must learn to do. it may seem easy for mani, but it's a lil tough for mi coz i gotta change my lifestyle to meet tis change. =)but, i am not gg to giv up, i'll learn. hehe..
todae i woke up at five n since then i've been awake till now, 1134pm. spent my morning at shannen's hse preparin food for e sentosa's outing n etc, then i spent my evening plus nite in church. it was wonderful. e outing, e prayer meetin in church, it was all so great! hehe
onli till todae then i discovered ta music is played when readin my blog..a lil irritatin..okie, i normalli switch off e speaker when using e com, onli this will then there be a noise-free environment in my room..lolx..hehe..
i actualli uploaded new photos up onto my photo webby..hmm..it'll take some time b4 i upload again coz..i'll be repairing my camera due to some reasons..hehe..
-my kind of life-
Monday, December 06, 2004
we shld always seek for e best we can in life, and of course, not to e extend of hurting others in one way or another.
didnt know y i typed ta, but it juz crossed my mind. =) mani things hav happened over e past week, okie, a new week is beginning and so, i shld change my mindset to prepare myself for a more chalenging but better future. hehe.. isnt it sad to find urself leading e same life u led a yr ago? or well, mths ago? i do find it sad..coz..i wld find leadin life as a duty w/o a purpose, n of course, ta's not wat i wan my life to be!! hahaha.. Pst Kong is correct : our lives will onli be changed when we change our mindsets, time isnt going to change anithin.
indeed, e msg he preached to us todae was awesome. Jesus' tinking, faith, servanthood and attitude. i believe ta e msg is going to change my life, and mould mi into a better person ta God has long planned for it. =)
-my kind of life-
Saturday, December 04, 2004
yeap, went for dinner todae...arg...had a lot..hahah...wasnt feelin well..okie, ta was..since wed ta everytin got worse..i vomitted..coughing real badli, running nose n slight fever..arg..at least i'm feelin much better.hehe..i can sing, jump n do lotsa lotsa stuff..but not exercise..arh..juz gettin a lil frustrated over my fats..haha..now..though i'm gettin lighter, i got fatter..eee..all e muscles hav converted to fats ever since i stopped exercising in order to prepare for 'o's..rather long ya? yucks..hahaha..
todae we had prayer meeting; PM. though there were onli five pp, e fire in us was strong. it was indeed strong..though there was no guitarist, we still carried on wif P&W. was great!heehee..
our singing to God should flows out from our mouths purely. it is our hearts ta God sees when we sing to Him, not our singing. there might be pp laughing n not appreciating our singing, but i know ta God will. yes, He will coz we sang to Him wholeheartedly.
arg..hehe..everyone's touring now..hmm..left mi..all alone in s'pore. perhaps it's good..coz i'll hav more time to serve God n to build relationships wif e pp ard mi. juz wanna tell everyone ta i realli treasure u. there may be times when i ignored ur greetings, ur smiles n etc, it doesnt mean ta u aint in my heart. though there're ups n downs in our lives, u, my frenz, is still impt to mi. though i may not be close to u, i still treasure our relationship coz i believe ta it's not by chance ta we meet. =) my dear frenz, juz wanna say i love you! =)
-my kind of life-
Friday, December 03, 2004
it's all over. history will always be history. yes, it's a brand new beginning for mi. i juz hav to renew my mind n focus on where i'm walking now. life's nv e same, it's ever changing, and of course, for a good cause. tis is wat i believe in. the nv ending challenges, e ever hungry appetite for God's presence. yes, it is. e more u serve Him, e more u need Him, e more u desire Him.
todae i went to help out at an elderly's party. well, everythi was juz so great. P&W, games n refreshments..juz gotta know so mani things in one single..the brief history of every different elerly..and not to forget two lil children..Jason n Wee Xin(hopefulli i get the latter one correct). e brothers' family history juz woke mi up..time n time, there've been mani pp tellin mi how fortunate i'm, to hav a proper family, to hav sufficient money for everydae living, to hav working n well breed parents, to be living in such a spacious n comfortable home. everythin, pp kept on tellin mi ta i'm fortunate, but i dun exactli understand how fortunate can i get to as compared to those super rich kids whu lived in private estates, to hav super more than enough allowances weekly n etc.. all these juz came across my mind. yes, indeed, i'm v v v fortunate as compared to them, whu hav two non-working parents..an abusive father whu gambles n drink..and of course, some other family stuff which is a lil inappropriate for mi to mention.. all these, seriousli, let mi know how much my family now means to mi.
-my kind of life-
