Tuesday, November 30, 2004
tinking back, fours yrs hav passed. e first step i took when i entered tanglin seemed to onli occur ytd.isnt ta weird? but, we still hav to move on, ya? =) tinking abt the wonderful moments i had wif my schmates, esp my clsmates in upper sec, it realli made mi cry..and i juz did.oopz..ta's a lil secret..hehe..time juz passed like ta..it waits for no one...hmmm
nuthin much actualli coz i'm juz plain lazy to blog..hehe..tink ta's abt it le..
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
tis is all i want..but..i cant hav it..blame it on my hectic schedule. arg..i'm dead tired now..reached home not too long from BS on 'how shall i live'. overall, it was wonderful! though i had difficulty understanding some of it's points n etc..hahah..after spending some time wif the notes, i managed to clear my doubts. =)
ah hah!!went for band in e morning but left in e afternoon..oopz..coz i had e sudden urge to bowl so i went to bowl at chervons wif e sec 4s..lolx..hehe..wosh..i was lucky ta i manage to reach the church by six..hehe..well, i had a terrifying journey on bus 99 todae.nearli got rob...-.-"!! know ta i was lame..but it's true...eee..e tot of e indian guy lookin at mi n askin mi questions endlessly juz..eee..yuckS!! hmpf..dun wanna tok abt it animore le..eee..hehe
-my kind of life-
Monday, November 22, 2004
weeh! had a hard time waking up todae but nevertheless i climbed out of my bed, thks to maveric.hahah..w/o him, i wld be late for my appointment wif xin yu n pj..lolx...pj went to rebond her hair n xy cut her hair!!haahha..lolx..i?i also rebonded too..it was a mild change la..haha..didnt realli wan to rebond ta much coz i dun realli like to see v straight hair on my head..lalal...lolx..was suppose to meet zh for dinner but he pang seh mi..hmpf..nvm..it's alrite..cant be bothered abt it aniwae!!ahaha..hmm..went to almost e whole of bugis after they (or we?) were done wif e hair stuff at my mum's shop..ahhaa..real great..juz heard ta xin yu will be going back to my mum's shop tmr n rebond her hair!!weeh!!hehe..
lolx..it was e first time i tok neo-prints wif xy n pj..it was real funni man..we took non-stop..went to machines again n again..lolx..ahah..was real cool..not to forget ta we hav enjoyed ourselves..hahah..lolx..finalli..i got myself a watch..it was..an unexpected bought..lolx..was looking for a necklace...found one..but..dun know if it worth the price as it's sold..lolx..hmm..tinking n tinkin...i long to settle on a cross(necklace), found one, yet i'm still pondering..hmm..first time in my life..hehe..perhaps..tis shows ta i've got better finacial management now..coz i no longer spend my money as freeli as the past le..lolx..hahaah..tink ta's all..lalalalal..hehe
-my kind of life-
Sunday, November 21, 2004
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lolx..hehe..at e reception..lolx..wonderful!!heehee
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weeh!!!so nice..mi n karen sitting beside e church lifts..haha..lolx..
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wat shall i say? i must realli say ta God is wonderful!! He realli charged mi up when i served in DC todae!!great great!!hehe..hmm..had bareli six hrs of sleep n i was almost late for my svc at 2pm, thks to my sis for roaring at mi at 12pm..lolx..hehe..hmm..was real listless when i reached church, do not know y but juz felt so lost..during e svc i was feelin even worst..lotsa distractions attacked my mind..arg..cant believe tis but i did manage to guard my mind n pay attention to the sermon todae. yippee!!!took lotsa photos todae!!hahah..actualli..i juz reached home..left church at 1040pm..lolx..was simply great!!gonna upload my photos and let u see!!hahahha...weeh!! God is blssing mi!!hahaha
-my kind of life-
Friday, November 19, 2004
as the title has suggested, 'o's is officialli over for mi! wosh! a great sign of relieve for mi! cant imagine ta tis is juz going to end like tis..for e past three weeks, i've gone thru lotsa stuff n hav learnt my lessons..however, i still refuse to repent from some of my mistakes..i jz cant do much but to realli count myself as a silli lil gal.
nuthin much..received a comment from my husband ( ms guan)..hahha..she's flirtatous..having four wives..arg..wait..or five? lolx.. da lao po is xy, followed by mi..ade, mel..and..if u wan to count in..cherisa ba..hahah..lolx..laal.. my husband told mi ta all my entries r linked to God..hahaha..is she jealous? i do not know..lolx..hahah..well..i juz love God!!lalal..
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
well, to summarise wat exactli happpened todae:
1-i had my geo paper in e morning. i cant imagine myself attempting qn which i did not study for. i nearli broke down after e paper. but, i told myself not to bother abt it animore. it's over, and i'll pray for a miracle. 11 marks totalli gone. tis is e first time i actualli felt so afraid after my geo paper. nevertheless, i still wan to thk shu wen for realli encouraging mi tis morning. and also to console mi. and not to forget, God! i know ta He'll give mi wat i deserve.
2-afternoon paper was simply great! i said it and i mean it. =) had my phy paper. thk God for the strength ta He has given to mi. i pushed everythin aside n focused on phy. guess wat? i did it! hehe..thks lot to mel chan, li hong n ying jie. sori guys ta i've been pestering ya to get desserts wif mi..but nvm..at least i did buy n go n waste my time yA? hehe.. e paper was rather easy. gonna lift everythin up into God's hands. =)
3-knew it..and i expected it tis noon..fever came back..it has always been the case when my hectic exam schedule arrives. 2 weeks ago it was like ta and now..arg..gonna be strong.
4-nuthin much actualli but...juz rather lost..hehe.alrite..it's enough. hehe
-my kind of life-
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
well, juz came back from my jog..though it's noon now..haha..wosh..my stamina has certainly..hmm.. you know la..cant stand it..hahah..
well..someone told mi ta my blog is super duper long..i dun wanna say whu..hahah..hehe...
things hav certainli took a new turn over the past few days..mani stuff occcured so quickli ta i didnt even expect it...every ending had a twist..my personal lifestyle..and relationship/s wif e pp ard mi..perhaps it's time to let everythin go and walk into the future with a brand new look.arg..it's juz so terrible..i dun know y..i seem to hav been defeated by somethin which i tot ta i've always been realli good at..but i was wrong..i am still wrong..i juz couldnt understand..nvm, juz let go.. (saying is much easier than doing..now, i do not know how to let it go..arg)
forget abt wat i've said ba..cant stand myself..hahaah..i've slacked for a total of 3 daes!! cant believe it..started my revision onli tis morning..tmr..hmm..geo n phy..wosh..gonna pray hard for it..hahaha..
-my kind of life-
Monday, November 08, 2004
arg..okie..hehe..i had my fun in bloggin n dun tink ta i'll blog in as frequently as b4..hehe..well, nuthin much to update actualli..hahah..juz ta..oh well..i'm tired..haah..hehe..nitez
-my kind of life-
Friday, November 05, 2004
=D the week is ending soon, well..tinking back, i indeed had a wonderful week though i struggled thur it mentalli n emotionalli. i must say ta there r lotsa things which i hav to give up if i were to seek after my dreams, my desires.. it's tough. it hurts. it's nevertheless difficult to describe how i feel. but the great news is, no matter how down we are, how worn out we are, how broken we feel, God is still by our side. =) there are mani times when we read abt other pp's testimonies, hearing them sharing the wonerful things God has done in their lives, but hav we ever experience it? it's needless to say that experiencing is much much much betta than listening alone. but, how do we experience it? mani times, i hav asked myself. e more i try to seek Him wif my own mind, wif my own ability, e more i cant find Him. i feel ta i'm further away from Him than before. why? i always question myself, even till now. praise to be wif The Lord, after praying n readin the Bible for so mani daes, i finalli got the answer from Him. it is said ta we should not do things wif our own flesh, for it's weak. but His grace is sufficient for all our needs, yes, ALL. when u wholeheartedly lift everythin up into His hands, and trust that He will deliver u out of ur troubles, your heart will feel His peace. for He is a peaceful God, and with Him, we will be calm and think peacefulli. it's juz so strange. everythin seem to be happening in e supernatural realm, but no doubt, God's power is landing on us, on mi!! i juz felt it. though i was feelin lonely in my heart over the week, i continued to giv His the glory ta rightfulli belongs to Him, i continued to praise Him wif all my might despite of my problems. yes, nothin is more impt than Him. w/o Him, my life would hav been in a greater mess which i cant even imagine. He is good. God, U're indeed wonderful. ur word touches my heart n gives mi strength in wateva i do. ur wisdom is greatli desired by mi. yes, i pray ta U'll ocntinue to anoint mi as i humble myself in front of you. tings r juz not e same animore. e world is changing, e society is changing, i m changing, but not God. He is still e same God i've known Him since e dae i met Him. He still loves mi like no one does, He still protects mi like a precious treasure of His. it's simply great to be hidden under His wings. it's beyond words. i love it. God, i realli wan to thk You for guiding mi thru all e papers so far. You continued to anoint mi wif a strong mind, wif a sound mind despite of my temperamental fever. You r good, no one can ever be compared to You. wheneva i'm stuck in ani question/s i in my paper, u'll jzu help mi. miralces r happening everydae, everywhere. it's juz so encouraging. no matter wat happens, i will not be complacent at my success, instead, i'll continue to humble myself to seek Your grace so ta You can bring mi up to a higher level where no one has ever reached. yes, i know ta i can. i will leave everythin to You, and be faithful to You. Amen.
leaving my future in God's hands...
-my kind of life-
Thursday, November 04, 2004
yeap! giv it all to Him!! all glory be onto Him!! yes!! i mean it!! my fever is gone!!hahah..juz two days ago it got worst, but i recovered from it now!! hahaha..well, ytd was my eng paper. all along i've been terrified of sittin for eng paper coz my eng aint ta good afterall. lolx.it's was realli a miracle. i must say that God is by my side!! during both papers, everythin went super smoothly, i totali understand e eng compre and was able to answer te question w.o difficulti. i must say ta God has realli answered my prayers. i simply lifted all my worries n burdens into His everloving hands. it was great!! e feeling was simply..wah!! i juz cant describe it!!!it's true ta His grace is sufficient for us. it's true that miracles will happen when we live under an open heaven!! heeh..juz feelin so excited!! juz cant wait to recieved much more blessings form God. e positive tots i hav, e wonderful future ta i've imagined!! wow..it's God planning for mi!! i wan it!! cant wait for it!! =D heeh..todae was emath paper 1..well, got stuck in one lil one mark qn..haahah..but i skipped it.hehe..went back after i finished the whole paper, but was still unable to solve.hahha..hmm..but no matter wat, i wont tink abt e paper animore, i'll now concentrate on my coming papers!!haha..God, u r realli wonderful!! i simply love you!! hehe..yeah yeah!! i'm getin all excited up for him!!hehee..
tell u guys, God is marvellous!! thru out the exams, He not onli guided mi durin my papers but my revision too!! it's true ta when we put God first in our lives, n honour Him in wateva we do, He will bless us!! hehe..it's great it's great!! everythin seem to be coming towards mi so quickly ta..i cant accept it!!all i can do to react is to jump n praise God for everythin!!hehehe..all the activites n the visions He has planned for mi...wow!! e bowlin competition tis sat... e sentosa outing on deepavali, e weekend connection 2!! e celebration by the bay service..e carnival at indoor stadium...bible seminar on book of Isaiah II!! wah1!! yes yes!!! i trust Him to lead mi in wateva i do!! cant believe ta all these r happening my the next two weeks!!wah..real packed n heactic..exams..evangelise!!wah!! realli will be trusting God in everythin for it is written in e Bible ta when we honour God, He will honour us! =D it's all coming up!!yeap yeap!! though it's going to crash wif my papers, i'll still attend e bible seminar.heheh..no worries!! with God, nothin is impossible!!yeah!!hheh..well well, i'm juz so excited up for you Lord!! heheeh..God is good!!! i love Him!!heheeh
-my kind of life-
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
oh well, my fever is still on and now my nose is running like nv b4. but, i want to thk God!!haha..coz it was a real blessing ta my nose didnt break down when i was having my papers!!hahah.. but back at home, it was a totalli diff story. i had to hug the tissue box wherever i go. arg!! tis is so terrible!! hahah..ytd's chi paper 2 was a..hmm..diff one? coz i wrote rubbish in my zao ju.hahha..by and mel yeo was laughing at my sentences while we walked hoe ytd. hmpf!! not funni hor!!hahah..well..wasnt feelin real well ytd. i slpt in e cls during e approx 4 hrs break.hahaha..thks lot for bi wen n mel chan for buying lunch back for mi!!hehe..but after i woke up, i had a craving for desserts!!and bi wen acc mi to go and buy!!hahah.lolx..felt so blessed!!hehe..ytd i wasted 1hr juz to see a doctor!! see, i told ya ta seeing a doctor is a waste of time. arg!! well, but at least my nose is a lil, realli a lil onli, betta.hhaha..
lolx..i realli want to thk my clsmates whu kept on reminding me to studi for s.land!!hahah..initialli i refused to, but after much 'warning', i did.and yes, i onli started my revision at 3 tis morning!!arg..coz i slpt at nine last nitez la!! too bad, i onli studied for abt 3 hrs? and ta's all..hahha..thks lot to ah ma shu wen for helping mi to hav a speed revision for two themes when i reached e sch todae!!ahaha..xie xie to all! =D hehe..
oh well, tmr's eng. it's quite worrying for mi. lolx.. esp when i've nv been ogod in my paper two!!arg.. hmm..ju now i recieved a sms fm my pri sch mate, poh hui, and she asked if i will be writing argumentative essay tmr? there's a v high chance ta i will attempt those qn, coz i'm better in writing these than narratives n description essays!!lolx..hehe..oh well, but i heard ta she is facing some stopping factors as her sch tchers n cresant gals' tchers r trying to warn theri students not to do it. hmm..well, i'll juz leave it to God. hehe..coz i know ta He'll nv disappoint mi whenever i seek Him for help. but of course, i must first trust Him b He can fulfil the promises He has made wif mi!! hehe..
Lord Jesus, thk for ur guidance is all e papers ta i've taken(so far). i promise ta i will not concentrate on e past and will believe for a better future. e negative tots in my mind will be crashed in Ur name, and i will let he positive tots grow in my mind. thk Jesus, Amen.
-my kind of life-
