I will strongly suggest all the readers to forget about what I wrote in my previous entry. It is a terrible entry and to be truthful, I wrote that when my mind was not in the right state of mind.
Just a piece of information to my friends: I have a black Persian cat at home. I did not buy it. It belongs to my church mate. The male cat seems so innocent. Not to forget how obedient it was when its ownerS, Zhi Wei and Dana, were present. After they left for Bangkok, this particular cat brought about endless trouble to me!! It fears me simply because I hit her buttocks for being mischievious. It scratches my arm chair, my bed, my clothes that I left it on the chair and passed out her motions on the kitchen floor! Okie, to make things worse, I realised that it did its business on my Puma bag! I am turning crazy!
No matter how playful this cat is, it is still a wonderful pet to accompany. It is just so huggable, unlike dogs. The meows of the cat is calms my heart whenever I hear it. It is too attractive to resist.
First thing first, I had my GP common test today. The usual blur me thought that only essay outline formats will be tested. However, a comprehension passage was given to me! I felt worried and nervous initially, for fear that I will flung my paper. However, as I looked through the paper carefully and recalled what I read in the book of Ephesians earlier, my heartbeat slowed down.
As usual, I went home after the paper. I shall skip what I did at home because I went out in less than two hours.
In my ministry, I do not have an estate because I do not visit the elderly weekly. Today, I went to help Dana a favour as she has gone to Bangkok. The estate was Banda. I went to that place in Dec last year. All I can remember about the place is the few friendly elderly who have left a deep impression in my heart. As pastor has always preached, God is always full of surprises. True indeed, I learnt something new today. I shall summarise the stuff that I have discovered and learnt in short phrases below: 1) Patience is needed when doing visitation. 2)A heart of willingness. Without it, you will wear out easily. 3)We, teenagers, are so fotunate to be loving God and going to His house regularly. 4)Cherish the healthy lifestyle we practise nowadays.
Quote of the day: The goodness of something can never be described with words alone.
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
I hate the life I am living now. So packed with activities and worst, my memory is fading.. I simply forgot to do the stuff that I am supopsed to do and the activities that I had! I am feeling so confused right now. Leave me alone! I am stuck.. get out of my way u devil! I hate YOU!
-my kind of life-
I am once again troubled becuase of my poor time management. I dislike the situation I am in right now and am definitely worried over every single little thing right now.
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Quote of the day: A man does not live until he leaves a legancy in the lives of the people around him.
-my kind of life-
I called Bao on Mon night and she sounded rather pissed with me for writing about Jesus all the time in my blog. Hey, but she is not the only one. Many have commented that my entries are too 'religious' for them to read and that leads to why they avoid reading my blog. My readers, please do know that all that I have written are basically what happened in my life.
I am really grateful that I have known God and have receieved Him into my life. The best part about this decision is that I am building a relationship with Him! Many will wonder why, but people!! Christianity is NOT a RELIGION! It is, a relationship with God!
Let me diverted my attention back to what I want to focus on today.
Bao complained that I have been MIA for quite some time and that I was finally free to call her on Mon. Dear Bao, I miss you lots. As well as Mel and Ade. =) Okie, we will head down to the gym asap yea?
I am not able to remember much of what I intended to type. However, I do want to mention the names of a few people who I appreciate: Maria,Felicia, Sorfian, Yun Jie, Bernard, Jeannie, Janice, Zhi Wei and Zheng Hong. These are the people who have been accompanying me when I was down and for some, they are the people who have passed down priceless knowledge and have given me opportunities to gain exposure in many areas.
-my kind of life-
Saturday, June 11, 2005
What if everyone dies tomorrow?
Where will each of our soul be going to? Heaven or hell?
You shall be the decision maker. People around me seem to be rejecting God more than I have come across. I do feel disappointed because they have rejected Jesus who have died on the cross for their sins around 2k years ago. On the other hand, I pity them because they are not able to ascend to heaven after death and fellowship with me.
What will your answer be today if I were to invite you to church?
-my kind of life-
Friday, June 10, 2005
For once, I understood how fortunate and blessful I am to be living with my parents. My mother is especially wonderful because she is a Christian. As for my father, I greatly appreciate his openess in allowing me and my sister to attend church and to be baptized! These are all miracles my friends!
I met Melissa today. The Holy Spirit was upon me. Once i started with her, I saw the burdens through the looks of her face. God was there in the midst of us. Soon after that, she broke down into tears because her mother did not allow her to attend service this week. The more I looked at her, the more blessful I feel. She is one girl who struggles to attend church services and cell group meetings every week. She is one great gal whom I have admired, always. I love her alot as a sister-in-Chirst. Parental objection is common as what Shannon has told me. I am just so fortunate to be able to go to church as freely as I feel. Thank You Jesus for creating endless miracles in my life.
Fellowship is simply wonderful. The time spent worth more than the gold on earth.
-my kind of life-
=) Emerge conference just keep getting better yearly. True indeed, our God is a god who brings His house from glory to glory.
Just a quick recap of what happened this morn+aftnoon at Sentosa and the night session in church. I went to Sentosa to support my sister, Shannen and my POS mates who were in the finals. I arrvied to certain conclusions after the 'outing' at Sentosa.
One, Felix and Bernard make great 'babysitters'! I am aboslutely serious. They really took great care of Nic and NEt for me while I was away to cheer for my POS mates. My dear brothers, as I have said earlier on, you all are not doing any free labor job. Your reward is in heaven, God is rewarding you! =D
Two, JC cluster students get super dizzy after turning less than 10 rounds around a 10cm cone. Well, thinking about it now, my head seem to be spinning once again. oops. Well, after that, our aiming just get worse. hahahah
Three, JC cluster may not be the best of all. But, our spirit will always be united. One voice, one tinking and one body. =)
I am beginning to love Michelle even more. We have made promises to each other that we will take part in Extreme Sports next year. And will try our best to join POS again!!!
I feel like a fresh hot bun right now. This feeling has been lingering around me ever since the trip to Sentosa today. All I did was to run around the beach with my camera, and also to cheer with my POS mates. And guess what, both of my arms are chao ta now. It's true. You will be able to see the line of the shirt I wore to Sentosa. It's painful. It is not black, but chilli red. My face looked worse. Now I am wondering if I should really go and swim.
Oh yeah! JC cluster simply rocks! We emerged as the 2nd runner up for POS and we got 1ST in the overall points system among all the other tertiary clusters! Way to go!
God is truly moving in among the youths in JCs right now. We all can feel it. The Holy Spirit is coming nearer and nearer to us...
I can see the revival taking place in our schools. The youth cell groups are going to be exploded with friends! Revival is coming. Jesus is also coming back. So let revival takes place quickly before the people miss the chance to know God.
Quote of the day: Time, once lost, will never ever be retrieved back.
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
I learned alot just by attending session 2 of Emerge!
I wonder how much my life will be further impacted after I attend all the 3 nights. Earlier on, I performed in POS! JC cluster simply rocks to the core. All I can say is that God is there to guide us, to protect us and lastly, to make our short performance on stage a great one!
True indeed, we do not go to stage to impress everyone with our cheers, dances and stunts. What we are interested in is showing people the spirit and hunger that is in us. The hunger we long for the lost and the spirit of unity we have when we all come and gather in the Name of Christ.
Tonight, Pst Kong preached about spiritual hunger. The message was ideal for me! What he said was true. All of us serve in our ministries not because we want to serve. Neither is it because of the 'reputation' that will be given to us. But rather, the desire and hunger to serve Jesus, not our ministry! The need for me to depend on God just keep increases!
LISTEN UP PEOPLE! I have two wonderful testimonies to share! As what people have always mentioned: A burden shared is halfed and a joy shared is multiplied!
My running nose is no longer 'running'! Praise the LORD! Yes, I did consume the medicine. However, I only took it last night and this morn! It's a healing breakthru for me! Because, my speed of recovery has never been so quick!
Next, the uclers certainly got badly. And the best part of all is that I was able to smile all the way thruout our POS performance!
I am thinking just so deeply about my life...
-my kind of life-
Monday, June 06, 2005
The Holy Spirit is stirring me.
I finally am experiencing the burden which I kinda expected some time ago. However, the timings did not seem very right to me. Simply because, the burdens are popping out from different areas at the same time! I see it as a chance for me to once again grow and most importantly, build relationships with people whom I have been longing for and people whom I have just met.
It's moving in me like never before. I growing closer to Him as I seek Him more and more daily. I need Him to support me, to give me the strength and the answers that I need in my life.
OOP section: I think I hurted my kneecap joints again. It is hurting rather badly now. I am beginning to feel the 'unnecessary' muscle aches from my thighs, arms and (I wonder why it is at this place too) stomach. Oh! My feet feel kinda painful too!
Do you know that I met two J1s JJCians in church today! I was feeling so so happy. The hope of me getting into a small prayer group with the City Harvesters seems to become more and more realistic for me! Deep in my heart, I long for a school prayer group. Seeing how much God has faithfully answered our prayers for TSS, the desire for me to pray with other City Harvesters for JJC just get greater!
I mean it, and I will do it. But, I need YOUR help.
Quote of the day: Flexibility is the key to life.
-my kind of life-
Saturday, June 04, 2005
I miss them.
I miss the people who were in W210 before we multiplied the first time, and not to forget, the second time.
I miss, especially, my mummy. She is none other than Yu Zhen. I can clearly remember the steps she took to make sure that I have got a sense of belonging in W210 and in CHC.
She made the effort to call me day after day and about my howabout. Nevertheless, she 'educated' me whenever i shared about the mischievious acts I did to my teachers and in class. At times, she will go the extra mile to be my tuition teacher w/o charing me. I really appreciate the kind and generous gesture of hers. I miss her deeply in my heart.
After reading her blog this afternoon, I feel real glad for her because she is rising up to be a leader in the kingdon of God. There are times when people get together and rejoice. However, times whereby people tear are inevitable. The moment when we cried together at East Coast chalet in Dec 2003 will always be remembered in my heart. =)
-my kind of life-
Friday, June 03, 2005
I'm filled with blessings!!
I love my harvest, and am going to believe for a greater harvest as i sow a bigger seed this coming year.
My daddy blessed me with a pair of Adidas shoes. And the before, he brought us out to centrepoint for a meal and shopped around at Bugis. I feel so blissful! =)
BeforeI left POS training ytd, Xiao Ting posted the JC cluster a question when we gathered tgt. She asked us why we are in the schools that we are placed in. Why we are in this but not other schools? Why? For what reason did God placed us there?
I listened to her explanation to which why she went to HCJC then. Whatever she said is just so true. Well, if you are interested to know the reason, you can juz give me a call anytime and I will tell it to you if I am free.
As for me, I pondered over the question thru out the day. I somehow arrived to the answer. Deep in my heart, I felt that there IS a shout from the lost in JJC. Frankly speaking, I kinda dislike that college before entering mainly because of the uniform and well, the low standard n perhaps the poor discipline from what i had previously. HOWEVER, i was proven wrong after I enrolled into that college. It was so so so different form what I thought. In fact, the discipline in JJC is much better than SAJC if i will to compare. Please, no offence yea? The people in JJC suits me better and of course, the moment you wear the uniform, you will begin to love it more n more. I wonder why.
I remembered talking to Shannon when I was still in SAJC. She gave me a new hope and renewed my mind. All i felt after talking to her is that JJC needs God more than other JCs like SAJC or even ACJC. Well, there are other reasons that indirectly links to why I was called into JJC. THe most obvious one is distance. It takes only a 15min bus ride to JJC. And God has put me in there so that i can rest well and keep myself healthy n etc. Well, to many pp all these reasons sound ridiculous. But tink deeply into it and put yourself into my shoes.
Many more reasons are waiting to be typed out. Howeva, it will seem bored and a little impossible for me to type it out. So, as usual, if you are interested, do feel free to give me a call or drop a tag so that I can have a nice chat with you. =)
Quote of the day: A fruit, unlike a gift, takes time to grow. (Christians should b able to understand and interpret it better than the non-believers.)
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
After reading my own entry a while ago, I just realised that it is so unlike of me to write like that. But hey! I am the writer okie? No one knows the password of my account, so need not worry that anione is there to write a 'fake' entry! =)
I simply cannot believe what my brother said to me tis afternoon n just now. He kept telling me that i talked while slping this morn when he tried to wake me up. Oh well, at times i do speak nonsense or whatever that is bothering me when i sleep. But, it seems a little impossible for me to speak in tongues while slping!! I'm in deep thoughts now..hmmm..
Seriously speaking, that does sound real scary. On the other hand, I feel like of powerful and blessed! Afterall, surveys have shown that females multitask better than males. =)
Okie pp, if u hav finished reading this entry, i do realli hope that u will proceed to the next one coz..according to someone by the name of anonymous commented that the entry is/was powerful! Thks lot! =)
