Friday, January 28, 2005
woh! yeap, it was e reaction i had when i woke up..my dad didnt work todae, n my bro's on mc too..weeh! felt like a public holi all of a sudden.. -.-"!! hehe..nvm..at least i'm nt alon.
played one stupid online game wif my bro juz now..a lil boring, but at least..we enjoyed a lil.. hehe.. cgm's tmr morn! woosh!! i'll b meetin pat on e morn, then i'll rush down to redhill! hehe.. mr chua(my ct)juz called mi..well, missed sch for e whole week! arg..felt kinda slack..but stress at e same time.there're juz tons n tons of work waiting for mi..sob sob..
hopefulli i can meet up wif rou fang later on..so ta she can lend mi her lect notes n also, to guide mi thru my work...pls pls pls...
i realli wanta take tis time to say a big thk you to my jc mates whu cared abt mi all these while when i'm nt in sch.. first..rou fang!!hmm..daniel? my og mate..and boon keat..and..jie ying and..wait..let mi tink..whu else is therE? yes!! my bee!! yippee!!thks lot!! nt to forget my cg members..like ken, chow tee and..forgot le..nvm..basicalli everyone!! =)
quote of e dae: i pray Jesus decides. (isnt ta meaning? i came across tis on my sis' phone..it's real impacting to mi..wonder how u'll feel? =) )
-my kind of life-
Thursday, January 27, 2005
oopz!! i left somethin out in e last entry.
quote of e dae: find interest n joy in wateva u're doin now, if nt, things will nt b done excellently.
-my kind of life-
=) hello there! hehe..i'm feelin real great now coz at least i know ta i've completed some of my tutorials..left most of them blanks coz i dun understand e lct notes at all. -.-"! it somehow huants mi whenever i rmb myself owing mr chua 2 essays on econs, n 1 chi compo.woosh! i realli need time to..tink n write a beautiful piece of work.trust mi. hehe
i'm realli glad ta i attempted argumentative / expository writings in sec 4. it served as a 'training session' to prepare mi for GP..somehow, i only realise ta now. hehe..i wonder if ms wong is still in tss..though i got to know her nt too long ago, i realli like her. juz ta kinda of bonding i felt God has brough betw mi n her. i wont forget how much she tried to avail herself n helped mi after mid yr exams..and nt to forget the numerous encouraging sentences she wrote on my work. it juz feel so gd to read the sentences again! i miss her n yeap, i wan to meet up wif her.hopefulli, she'll still rmb mi.. -.-"! hehe..
tutorials tutorials tutorials...n i'm turning mad at those..well, tmr's gg to be a super short dae wif sch ending at 1245..basicalli coz it's an cca dae la! lol..ODAC wil b having field cooking..so, shld i go to sch?or i shld? tink i'm getting crazy wif all my work load!! tink shannon is rite. ODAC is super duper time consuming, so i shld tink carefulli b4 joining. n now, i'm wondering deeply..i'm no longer ta sure of e decision i once made.
*tinking deeply*if i were to leave ODAC, wat cca shld i join?i wanna join one ta's gg to fulfill my need to run abt..okie, there's SFC(Saints For Christ) which i tink i'll definitely get a place if i were to join..and..hmm..nahz..i'm NOT interested in saints fitness(gym work n nuthin else..BORING!!)..sports club? there's quite a no. of pp joining ta too, so i dun tink i'l get a place.hmm..currentli, nuthin much's left in my mind..oh well, i gotta get back to my GP research..-.-!! sign...
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
i dun tink i'm able to survive long on tis planet earth. help mi!! nahz..juz jk..went to see another doc todae n got a new batch of medicine.all i can say is ta i'm feelin rather glad coz i'm back to e clinic which i frequent.and most imptly, the doc is able to advise mi on my health. =) well, juz gotta be an extra diligent gal from todae onwards coz..well, medicines aint gg to cure my disease..gotta use some spray which i stopped using in 2002 or 2003..
seriously speaking, i tink i shld get back to my exercising routine in e past..if nt, my asthma might juz return anitime..so, yeap, gotta realli rellli b diligent..btw, if ya guys happen to read bao ying's blog..i didnt join e club eventualli. so..yeap, all these reali depends on my own will in e future. =)
i'm juz feelin rather useless now coz there isnt much stuff which i can do..cant realli do ani exercise..coz i'll juz start panting as though i'm gg to die after walking up a flight of stairs..can tok much either, coz my throat's hurtin mi n i'm coughing rather badly..cant studi either coz e medicine's making mi feelin drowsy..e moment i took out of lect notes, i cant help meself but to close my eyes..e feeling's all so terrible..i juz feel so lonely rite now..there doesnt seem to b anione whu can study n guide mi along..nvm , tink i need time to reali sort out my thoughts.
quote of e dae: changes do take place in tis healthy society. if it doesnt, somethin is wrong.
-my kind of life-
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
pp!! i'm sick!! arg..it's e same old virus i'm down wif. blocked nose, infected throat, endless coughing..at times, i might even b down wif a fever..but it's a lil diff tis time coz i'm facing difficulty breathing.. i juz feel so tight down my chest.got an MC for 2 daes, ytd n todae. tmr is gonna b my sch's x country! arg!! i'm gonna giv it a miss..one of my fav times in e yr..arg..wat e doc told mi was ta medicine is juz a short term soln to my nose pro n everythin..a long term one will be...well, i'm nt gg to say much..let mi look ard spore to find a suitable doctor then. lol..hehe
well, todae i stayed at home..supposedli, i shld hav my chi tuition now.but i am juz feelin so diff to breathe ta i've to cancel it.and ya, there're juz tons n tons of hmwk waiting for mi.it's juz such a stressful thing to know.i juz feel like breakin down anitime.but everytime, e tot of God strengthenin mi, n e promises i've made wif Him have held mi up.i promise to stay on, n be a strong gal. i believe ta i'm gonna b able to handle it. =)
i do nt know..but whereva i go, i juz feel so insecure. when i'm walking alone, i juz feel so afraid.i do nt know y.wat happened to mi?i've now become a timid n worrying gal..i'm juz so afraid of e outside world..
okie, let's change e topic! tell u guys somethin, i got my CHC 2005 diary!! well, one thing to say is ta i did nt regret buyin it. simply bcoz it's juz so so so useful in my spiritual life! n it's juz so unique. =)
quote of e dae: running away from problems is onli a short term soln.
-my kind of life-
Sunday, January 23, 2005
it's nv easy. as i read the blog entries of my sec sch mates..i discovered mani of them not adapting well in jc life..well, i'm in e same shoes as ya guys..but, wat makes ya tink ta poly life will suit u? ta's e qn ta i kept rebuking to myself whenever i hav e tot of giving up everythin now n juz head to poly.
tell mi, which farmer is able to reap wateva he've sow in a split sec? none. all things take time. juz like..now..our lives in jc..we might nt b able to adapt to it, bt it doesnt mean ta we wont b able to adapt to it foreva. =) hope ta ya guys wldnt tink it as an offensive remark from mi..but rather, my two cents worth of tots. =)
well, i wont b attending sch tmr coz i am nt feelin v well..had a lil difficulty prayin n yeap, running nose.tink my left nostril's swollen due to e constant rubbing..hmm.skin's peelin off too..yucks!
okie, i juz wanna say thks to lu ling, boon keat n aaron from s74 for asking mi to take real care of myself..n roufang for helpin mi to print out my chem proposal n pass it to lu ling. n ya, RAY!! dun tink i cant find ya blog...i found it le.afterall, i'm still a resourceful gal! hehe..well, ya juz updated abt todae's svc..n yeap, i cant attend power hse on fri due to cca commitments.. see, i read ya blog! =p hehe..
tink i'm gg mad soon from all e tutorials n e pressure i exerted on myself..lol..somehow, i hav got tonnes n tonnes of tutorials waiting fo rmi to complete..and yeap, lecture notes..gotta read up too. as usual, tink i'll b meetin bao after cgm tis coming fri coz she'll b leaving for hk on 3rd feb, n wont b back till 18th feb(if i'm not wrong). sat morn i'll acc pat to my mama's shop for her haircut..n in e evening, s74 bbq at sherwyn's hse..at bedok somehow.. -.-"!! quite tiring lehz..lol..nvm..hehe..
jzu rmbed abt christian lifestyle..e test's comin up too..wosh..tink i'm trembling now..hahaha..tis yr seem to b a total new yr for mi..dun tink i'll hav ta much time for fun n shoppin le.juz gotta devote at least 90% of my time to God, studies n family(well, frenz too. dun tink ta i've forgotten abt ya, my dear fren!! =D ) .pls sis- n bros-in-christ, pls pls pls realli pray for mi..in all e areas of m life.. tis tues, there's a v high chance ta there'll b a tanglin PM..looking forward to it..and ya..might nt b able to find a guitarist..well, we'll see first.
quote of e dae: communicate wif love, not doubts.
-my kind of life-
Saturday, January 22, 2005
hey guys!! dun ya miss my entries? hehe..finalli..my network connection pro is solved! juz felt so relieve..coz i'm able to help ray to rpint e prayer list..n of course..do my chem prac..
our group's chem proposal was rejected..n yeap, ours was e onli one being rejected in e class..hahahah..
sch's getting along well for mi..reali realli wanna thk God for showering e favour i had form man..it was real great! class BBQ next sat at sherwyn's house(my jie mei n luling's mee pok! -.-"!!) rather lame ya? =) hehe...
well my class is 05s74. it's simpli a cool class i must say..hehe..everyone seem to b getting along well..and there's an equal no. of gals n bois..and everythin! weeh! hehe..
ytd was fri..went shopin wif bao n ade..lol..bought a bag..n finalli..got a pair of shoes..wosh! okie..still hav lotsa stuff to buy..for new yr cele n others la..lol!
i juz read jw's blog..i admit ta e tot of me leavig jc life for poly came across my life b4...but..in e end, everythin's stil gonna b e same..lectures..tutorials..late dismissal hrs..but how long r these gonna last? tink abt it..and also, i know where i wan to end up in(i.e. uni) so, most prob jc will b my top priority..i rmb wat yu zhen told mi abt evagelising in jc..and ya, my conversation wif michelle when we first met..indeed, all these r deeply remembered in my heart n bcoz of these, i'll hang on in jc..no one said ta's it's gonna b easy, but no one also said ta we cant pray to God abt it..so why not juz lift all these up to e Lord's hand n pray for guidance? =)
all of a sudden, i juz found myself so lost in e world of God..serving pp wif love? it sounds juz so easy, but how am i gg to start doing it?and how do i do it?
HOW? anione knows? true indeed, life's nv e same..it's now a higher level of difficulty..n no matter wat, i'm gg to conquer it..not it steppin over mi!
quote of e dae: prayers make my life perfect! =)
-my kind of life-
Sunday, January 16, 2005
tings aint gg the way i wan it to b for e past week..why? i kept on questioning myself..til then, i realised ta i've forgotten to seek God in every single aspect of my life. w/o prayer, i juz felt my life as a v weak flower..one ta can onli blossom thru praying.
my life seem to b in a total mess now! juz felt so lost in a world i've been living for 16 yrs. after listening to wat pst Kong preached tis afternoon, i juz felt so encouraged to stand up once again n look ahead positively. i juz cldnt control myself but realli to admit ta God is good. during worship, i juz felt His love surrounding mi. i cld juz visualise Him stretchin out His mighty hands to cover mi.all these hav realli comforted mi, n made mi feel the love God has for mi. thank you my Father in heaven.
all of a sudden, i juz miss my sec sch mates..as i recalled the daes i used to spend wif them in the classrooms, band storeS, labs, n places outside the sch, i juz felt so blessed i was to hav frenz like you all. i realli misses you all.i realli envy pat as i read her blog juz now..coz at least she's still wif her 'gang'..at least they're able to meet up as a grp..wat abt mi?did i fall out wif anione of them? i do nt know..all of our schedules r totalli diff now..diff dismissal hrs..some r even working..when will we ever b given the chance to 'reunite' again?
-my kind of life-
Saturday, January 15, 2005
my shoulder is aching!!!i do not know y..it juz felt so sharp!! my right shoulder!! arg..gonna cry for my mummi now!!
well, i had a good rest todae by waking up at 12pm..yeap, a lil piggy..but..i realli need tonnes n tonnes of slp..to remove my dark rings..to alert my mind whenever i do my work..to serve God n everythin. tis afternoon i felt like breaking down,,coz i cldnt find anione to attend svc2 wif justin, but thk God ta feli n ken volunteered for my sake..or else i wouldnt make it down to my mum's shop on time to help her...in e end, justin still cant make it..but, i must realli say a big thk to feli coz she sacrificed her studies for tis..but was kena ps..nvm feli, i stil love ya!! =)
okie, went to hav an earli cele for my mum's bdae todae..had dinner at figs n olive..okie..e food was v nice..so..ya, i wont recommand y to ta place.. =) n ta isnt ani variety la..hehe..dun know y..but everyone doesnt seem to b v hapi tonite..my dad didnt smile much..my sis was puttin on a super black face all e way(even till now, 11pm), my mum gave mi a super bored expression..n my bro was quiet.
i've got a msg specially delicated to jess n chow tee(both form w210)..gals, know ta u'll b havin ya 'a's tis yr..jia you!! i'll b there to support ya guys de!! dun giv up!!
seriousli speaking, jc aint as easy as wat ya tink..it's a big diff as compared to sec sch life..i do find it super hard to adapt to jc life..serious..coz..now, we no longer can depend alone on lecture notes..but we hav to go all the way out to do our own research for more info in order to score a satisfying grade..and e dismissal hours are late!! e in betw breaks betw lectures n everythin can b bored.coz ya cant realli do much but to eat n eat n eat..there aint much places for us to realli settle down n studi..furthermore..now, sajc is more further away from my house than tanglin..so more time wil b wasted in travellin.
well, pp do feel free to give mi ur feedback! =) i'll b waiting for it..either sms mi...or drop a tag!! hehe..
sometimes..i dun realli find e true meaning of blogging. to mi, it juz seem to b a place for mi to share my activities wif e pp...but there're juz so mani times i cant share my feelings.there're juz so mani matters lying deep in my heart n i do nt dare to share..it's true ta i'll share wif my God, but..how abt e pp ard mi? i dun know..but to say ta i feel juz so lost...
quote of e dae: treasure e pp ard u b4 they're gone. =)
-my kind of life-
Friday, January 14, 2005
hey guys!! it's been a long time since i last wrote my entry..well..in all..i tink i'm integrating into the system in JC..e lectures n breaks..well, i skipped sch on 13th jan, thurs.. had a good rest n indeed..it helped mi out alot when i attended my lectures todae.. =) overall..lectures are no diff form normal lessons, so it's quite okie ba..e onli diff is ta.. i do nt hav a table to write on(esp when i'm situated in the audi)..it's juz terrible..trust mi..ur back will ache..and u will fall aslp rather easily..as for mi..i need to move my butt from one position to another..arg..hahahah
hehe..i'm having fun wif changing the colours of my font again n again! weeh! okie..stop being lame!haahha
todae i had ODAC(outdoor activities club) orientation..well, it was fun(i must say) n yeap, SAJC pp r real crazy man! all e way! haahh..e pp(hmpf, including mi) r juz open? friendly? n yeap, enthu! haahah..we juz got along so well for e rest of e dae though we juz gotta know each other in the afternoon! weeh! played lotsa games..yeap, games ta will dirty YOU! imagine slidding across soapy maps..crawling..and etc..yeap, using eggs to play captain's ball..water sponge coated wif colgate..starfruit..carrots.. n etc..lolx..hahah..well, there're lotsa more la! haha..
cant wait but to say ta there'll b a sailing session on wed...real cool..cant wait for it to arrive!hahaha
okiem i signed up for touch rugby too..shocked? nahz..dun be ya? skinny gals can play too de hor!hahaah..well...i skipped e trials todae coz of ODAC..hopefulli i can realli get into ODAC? ahahah..well, i'm realli realli tempted to join sports club n saints fitness too..wosh! so tan xin rite? ahahha(aka greedy) =P hehe..
for all ta hav happened, i realli must thk God for it..coz w/o Him, i might still be struggling alone to adapt to a new environment...a new studying system n most imptly, e subjects..wosh..Praise be onto e Lord once again! yippee! yeap, n also e frenz ta He have placed in my life..there're juz so mani mani christians ard mi..my class..my OG(orientation grp) n well, i tink ODAC? hehe
-my kind of life-
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
i realli love tis short passage(read below). it was sent to mi thru email by kunalan(e185). when i opened the mail n read thru it again, i juz felt so peaceful..realli..Jesus had died for our sins..to exchange His life for ours..He has made such a big sacrifice..hav u ever wonder how ya can ever repay Him?
below is e content of e passage.. =)
STILL HE WALKED
He could hear the crowds screaming "crucify" "crucify"...
He could hear the hatred in their voices,
These were his chosen people.
He loved them,
And they were going to crucify him.
He was beaten, bleeding and weakened... his heart was broken,
But still He walked.
He could see the crowd as he came from the palace.
He knew each of the faces so well.
He had created them.
He knew every smile, laugh, and shed tear,
But now they were contorted with rage and anger...his heart broke,
But still He walked.
Was he scared?
You and I would have been
So his humanness would have mandated that he was. He felt alone.
His disciples had left, denied, and even betrayed him.
He searched the crowd for a loving face and he saw very few.
Then he turned his eyes to the only one that mattered
And he knew that he would never be alone.
He looked back at the crowd, at the people who were spitting
At him, throwing rocks at him and mocking him and he knew
That because of him, they would never be alone.
So for them, He walked.
The sounds of the hammer striking the spikes echoed through
The crowd. The sounds of his cries echoed even louder,
The cheers of the crowd, as his hands and feet
Were nailed to the cross, intensified with each blow.
Loudest of all was the still small voice inside his
Heart that whispered "I am with you, my son",
And God's heart broke.
He had let his son walk.
Jesus could have asked God to end his suffering,
But instead he asked God to forgive.
Not to forgive him, but to forgive the ones who were persecuting him.
As he hung on that cross, dying an unimaginable death,
He looked out and saw, not only the faces in the crowd,
But also, the face of every person yet to be,
And his heart filled with love.
As his body was dying, his heart was alive.
Alive with the limitless, unconditional love he feels for each of us.
That is why He walked.
When I forget how much My God loves me,
I remember his walk.
When I wonder if I can be forgiven,
I remember his walk.
When I need reminded of how to live like Christ,
I think of his walk.
And to show him how much I love him,
I wake up each morning, turn my eyes to him,
And I walk.
-- Author Unknown
-my kind of life-
Monday, January 10, 2005
i juz feel so blessed to hav my family members n frenz standing safely by my side todae. i read e papers n i realli feel sad for those whu hav lost their lost ones. imagine urself losing someone whu's close to u?and ya, in juz a split sec..how will u react? for mi, i will feel lost..n e chances of mi breaking down n cry non-stop is rather high. i reall thk God for nt onli protecting mi, but the pp ard mi too. dear frenz, i love ya, and i treasure ya. =) hehe
todae was rather a boring dae for mi..imagine mi attending sch for e sake of one lecture n nuthin else but talks for e whole dae..ya..3 diff talks were given to us..nvm, shall nt tok abt it animore..hehe..koko, thks lot for e umbrella ya lent to mi tis afternoon. but i did nt use it coz i left e sch by the back gate where there's shelter to e bus stop! hehe..
spent my dae in my mum's shop..well..i was supposed to do my hmwk, but i ended up slping wif my head on e books..arg..but it's okie..at least i tried to finish when i woke up..hehe..felt rather satisfied..hehe
i do nt know..but i kinda miss my sec sch mates alot..pp like e guys whu sat round my area in 4e1 clsroom..mel..ade..by..xy..pat..xinyu..okie..basicalli..pp from 4e1, 2d(2002) n some from band..
hey guys! tink i've volunteerily signed myself up as a mentor for e sec4s in tss tis yr..well..partly it's coz of CIP hrs..e rest is to make sure i still feel a sense of belonging in tanglin..e tchers..e frenz.. =)
quote of e dae: having enought slp daily is impt! (know it's lame but..it's true wat!!)
-my kind of life-
i juz feel so blessed to hav my family members n frenz standing safely by my side todae. i read e papers n i realli feel sad for those whu hav lost their lost ones. imagine urself losing someone whu's close to u?and ya, in juz a split sec..how will u react? for mi, i will feel lost..n e chances of mi breaking down n cry non-stop is rather high. i reall thk God for nt onli protecting mi, but the pp ard mi too. dear frenz, i love ya, and i treasure ya. =) hehe
todae was rather a boring dae for mi..imagine mi attending sch for e sake of one lecture n nuthin else but talks for e whole dae..ya..3 diff talks were given to us..nvm, shall nt tok abt it animore..hehe..koko, thks lot for e umbrella ya lent to mi tis afternoon. but i did nt use it coz i left e sch by the back gate where there's shelter to e bus stop! hehe..
spent my dae in my mum's shop..well..i was supposed to do my hmwk, but i ended up slping wif my head on e books..arg..but it's okie..at least i tried to finish when i woke up..hehe..felt rather satisfied..hehe
i do nt know..but i kinda miss my sec sch mates alot..pp like e guys whu sat round my area in 4e1 clsroom..mel..ade..by..xy..pat..xinyu..okie..basicalli..pp from 4e1, 2d(2002) n some from band..
hey guys! tink i've volunteerily signed myself up as a mentor for e sec4s in tss tis yr..well..partly it's coz of CIP hrs..e rest is to make sure i still feel a sense of belonging in tanglin..e tchers..e frenz.. =)
quote of e dae: having enought slp daily is impt! (know it's lame but..it's true wat!!)
-my kind of life-
Sunday, January 09, 2005
hey ya guys!!
hehe..it's been real 'long' since i last updated my blog..i started my lectures on fri,,it was simpy boring..ta's all..went to my mum's shop n ya la..hehe..sat was realli realli an enjoyable dae! i spent my afternoon in sch(CCA open hse) had a good tok wif ms P. tan..it seemed to b my first time sittin down n having a long converstion abt my personal life wif her..somewat personal la.. =) it wasnt too bad..hehe..performed for CCA open hse n yeap, met up wif some sec sch mates..juz felt so great to b standing beside them n toking to them again! =)
went to collect by's salary at a place somewhere near tanglin..then went to taka..was suppose to go there to buy digi cam ONLI n to meet up wif my JC OG mates later..BUT we
accidentli bypass a MNG shop ta is offering discounts on its products..so by the time i got myself settled down wif a pair og jeans, it was jolli well past 7pm..(i was suppose to meet my OG mates at 7pm at PS). sori guys!! n i went to look for xy(whom treated mi to jap soft ice cream), then nian hua(to chat for awhile) lolx..
okie, tink i'm a lil naggy..i juz felt so weird tis week..juz felt so fearful of the world i'm living in..i do nt know y either. todae, during svc..i was so much impacted by the presence of God.do nt know y, i juz felt God lifting me up into His hands..i juz feel so stressed up rite now..perhaps i realli(realli) need more time to adapt to JC life..and ya, be more committed in serving God in CG..it's realli nt easy..now..it leaves mi wondering abt tanglin prayer group...hmm..
quote of the dae: faithfulness is e no. 1 quality God looks for in us.
-my kind of life-
Friday, January 07, 2005
peepz!! i hav juz uploaded some photos, so pls pls pls go n take a look if ya're free k? =)
well, e last dae of orientation was real coolz!(though i admitted to hav fallen aslp coz i was super tired okie!! hehe)there was juz a min concert n everyone juz started to dance on e track..cool!!it was all so fun though i got bored after some time..hehe..in all, e orientation was simply wonderful..realli gotta know my OG mates now.and yeap, we're meeting up tmr for dinner..
okie, tmr i'll b gg back to sch for CCA open hse..wonder if there hav been ani changes.. =)
my new yr's resolution for academic progress is to stop fallin aslp during lessons n of course, e get better grades everynoe n then...felt reali disappointed when i fell aslp during chapel hour n also lectures..but nvm, i'm gonna change..and i'll..arg..slp earli n rest well..as simple as ABC!(sounds easy ONLY..lolx)
quote of e dae: u're nt here by chance(familiar ya?)
-my kind of life-
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
weeh!! e third dae of orientation was simply coolz!! reali feel e SA spirit n everythin!! juz felt so comfortable when i'm wif my OG mates..esp when we went to eat n hav a chit chat session at subway after dismissal.realli realli enjoyed myself..OG21 rocks!! weeh!!e games n yeap, team spirit we hav is absoluteli marvellous!! hahahha
okie, juz got my posting results todae..haha..wosh..i got into a class comprising c.math, econ, phy and chem. well, i'm giving these four sub a try now..i'm nt sure if i'm able to adapt to it..hahaha..but aniway, i believe ta i'm not in SA by chance..lolx..familiar ya? hehe..so i'll put in effort in everythin i do..lolz..hehe
tmr's e finale..gonna wear SA orientation shirt..getting kinda excited abt it..coz..we're gg to paint e bannar..prepare cheers..weeh!! believe for a wonderful tmr!! hehe
-my kind of life-
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
todae i enjoyed myself in sch..weird? nahz..e games i played wif my OG mates hav indeed strengtened my bonds wif them..juz felt totalli diff todae..coz..there's tis team spirit in my OG..e barrier which i felt i had wif them ytd had ceased..it's real cool..tinking ta we'll b gg to diff classes on fri is a lil sad ya? but it's okie..hehe.. =)
i saw lotsa pri sch mates in SA..and yeap, one is in my OG..hahah..he's also Koko's pri sch classmate..spore is indeed v small..
do not know y but i've been feelin real hungry easily todae..had breakfast at 6+..then was hungry n ate at 11..then was feeling hungry at 245..drank oreo milkshake(from e sch canteen. well, it;'s nt too bad..hehe)after sch...n ate my dinner at 6+ again.then i ate again at 7+..(ice cream + some fodd my dad bought..)
but it's alrite..somehow, i feel satisfied coz i m exercising now! cool..okie..my movie vouchers r expiring tmr..whu's willing to go n watch a show wif mi after my sch ends at 415? sms mi asap can? hehe..
-my kind of life-
Monday, January 03, 2005
i started ch todae. it's so..well.. a lil boring..and ya..i dun know lotsa pp.. =) but gotta know one classmate from jagoh..okie..we didnt realise ta we were in e same cls till i told her my class in my 3 yrs at jagoh..lolz.
i'm realli having a hard time to travel to sch in e morn..it's all so weird..and i cant help but to observe e pp ard me in the morn rush hr..e pp whu's heading towards their working place..schs..juz felt so uneasy taking the buses n trains wif them..tink i gotta adapt to it..yeap, e sch environment too..had a hard time mixing wif e pp in my OG..dun know why..perhaps..students from neighbouring schs will still b a better grp for mi to mix wif...coz..dun tok abt it le.. =)
it's a real torture for mi to slp so 'early' n to wake up even earlier..arg..and everydae, i juz tired myself so much ta i juz dropped dead onto my bed e moment i lie down..serving God is indeed nt easy..ytd i left e church real late..yeap..tired myself out coz of e rain in e evening..gotta clean up the raincoats..help the bros to keep the umbrellas n everythin..wosh!
and now, i'm trying to spend a lil time wif my blog b4 hading off t church again to help CHCSA. heard from maria ta there're lotsa stuff to pack...realli pity the Tsunami victims. they died b4 knowing God..Shannon is rite, we gotta reach out to as mani pp as possible. coz e dae of the Lord is arriving...
-my kind of life-
Saturday, January 01, 2005
at mr wong's hse..hmmm
-my kind of life-
SIS on 24th dec. =)
-my kind of life-
weeh! it's 1st jan 2005!!
had countdown at shannon's hse, and of course, CGM n appreciation were interesting tis yr.hehe..
realli like wat shannon had prayed todae n yeap, e vision ta michelle hav gt during worship. it is all so wonderful. i do nt know, but i was touched by the words of shannon. God is indeed a good god.
tinking back, it's true ta i reali reali shld be grateful to God for all ta i've now. w/o Him, life wld nv b e same. there're much more good things ta happened than e bad ones tis yr, and i'm gonna believe ta in yr 2005, more good stuff will happened..shannon prophecyed on us reaping wat we've sowed in 2004..i juz cant wait! in e mth of dec, i've received blessings ta i nv expected..and next yr..weeh! gonna set off wif an open mindset n bigger dreams!
yes, as e title has suggested(a new yr, a new beginning), i'm gg to set new goals for myself tis yr..juz cant wait for e goal setting card pst Kong has prepared for us..but i'm gg to do one for myself..promise. =)
hey, do nt know y..but i kinda misses joyce(aka my guardian) in CG..know ta it's a lil weird..but i must realli take my hat off her..she's realli a faithful servant of God. tinking back of wat she'd done for e CG is realli ALOT. and yeap, she's a capable n efficient leader in His kingdom.a wonderful gal whu's able to handle situations n also, manage stress. i love ya joyce!
-my kind of life-
