Wednesday, October 06, 2004
In a far far away land during ancient times, there was a chatty lil gal named lynn..lolx.it's getting interesting ya?hehe.. Tis lil gal went to school on 06oct2004. Back in her classroom, she started her usual habits. She sang and sang endlessly, not to forget about the non-stop chatting. The funni lil creatures sitting beside her was complaining like nv before. for eg, the alien, by the name of yee ting, told lynn to stop singing. However, lynn turned a deaf ears to her words. Soon, pat started to complain...she gave hints to indicate her high noise polluting level.finally..lynn listened to her. but, it was for less than 1 min before lynn was back to her old self..hehe..okie..i shall stop tis nonsensical crappi story...lolx..so tired of wrt#itting it..hehee..
okie.last nitez i got a scolding from my dad..wat for e reason behind it, i do not wish to say. juz felt ta..everything in my life is going wrong now..it juz feel so terrible..in my heart...doubts are surrounding it daily..i am living in a world of uncertainty..juz felt ta tis isnt the usual mi..i've changed..dun know why..my temper..became worst..pp r always toking behind my back..well..my sister knows whu they r..but she refuses to tell mi..cowards!! dare to comment abt mi, yet dun even dare to say it in front of mi!! cowards!! a bunch of cowards!! arg..juz feel so angry rite now..wateva these pp r doing is irritating mi!! i'm unhapi coz no matter how ke lian i begged my sis to tell mi, she refuses to tell mi..i juz felt ta i'm being treat unfairly!! e anger juz kept bottling up in my heart..i juz felt so terrible..so much so ta i couldnt concentrate on doing my stuff..simple stuff like..sitting still..doing my hmwk..let alone reading book/s!! arg!!!!! y? y? y?
after the occurance of so many things..i realised something..e power of God..how it is related.i'll leave it to u and think..i'm not gonna say it..juz got so tired..
perhaps it's realli time for mi to settle down n revise my work..cant delay it animore le..i gotta strike 6 A1s!! i'm gonna prove it to u!! yes.i can do it!!! i can!!!
'Lord, may i juz leave everythin up into ur loving hands as i start to revise for my o levels. i juz pray for the extremely brain power ta u're going to give it to mi, and also e alertness of my mind. thk U for everything. Amen'
lynn signing off at..0507pm ..feeling rather lost..confused..and..down now..
-my kind of life-
