Thursday, December 16, 2004
yeap, woke up wif a new tinkin todae.i will learn fm my mistakes n look forward t a positive future. however, as noon reaches, i felt fear conquering mi. i do not know y..i was on e way to work..was a super long journey..coz i went to mani parts of spore b4 i landed up in my office.lolx.
do not know y..but i was juz so afraid..so much so ta i cld juz break down anitime n cry out..at ta time, i knew ta i've to calm myself down..but how? i simply spoke in tongues softly at e control station while waiting for BY. it did calm mi down a lil..soon, i realised e need for my 2 trust in God for everythin...i was juz so so confused..till e pt i decided to take out a bk on faith written by pst Ulf. wow..it did wonders to mi!! trust mi..i felt so peaceful 4 e rest of my dae..juz felt so confident ta it'll b a great dae(somehow) =) n it somehow did turn out to b..hehe..
christmas is coming in abt one week's time..wosh..time flies real past..i'l b in Chc for abt 2 yrs le..for e past few 1+++(close to 2) yrs, i've grown alot(phy, n spiritualli). tinking back..i reali wan to thk lotsa n lotsa of pp..like gao yuan, shannon, e185, w210!! n also my fellow cgm from w250 n w300..e moments we had will always remain in my heart..and also not to 4get my bro.s n sis.s in Dialect church..cool..it's juz so great!
do u hav ani plan 4 christmas? if yes, will mind sharing wif mi? hehe..if it's no..juz tell mi too..i'll be interested to know!! hehe..tata.
quote of e dae: hav a positive mindset no matter wat u do (e outcome wil sure b diff) =)
-my kind of life-
