Wednesday, December 29, 2004
as usual..time passes by so quick ta i didnt realise it. tinking back, i do not know if i've made full use of my holis..though i hav arranged new activities to pack my timetable..there r juz so mani other 'duties' which i did nt manage to accomplish.. questions to ask myself..
1)did i spend enough time wif my band juniors? did i ever take time off to visit them? No..coz i was only concerned abt my own freedom to do my own things.
2)did i manage to act out on wateva ta was on my mind? No..e shortage of time made mi suffered a whole lot!
3)did i manage to kick off some bad habits? well, a lil (onli). i tot ta everythin was gone till ytd when my vocanol erupted again.
tink ta's all ba..but, i did manage to do somethin to enrich my life! e way i helped out in CG had realli allowed mi to grow in e Lord..e opportunities for me to devote more time with my ministry was simply wonderful, n memorable. =) e chance ta i've taken to organised a class gathering on 27th dec was indeed a great event! i enjoyed it,n i hope others will feel e way i do too. =)
mani times, i made judgment n conclusions juz too quickly..well, ken is rite(sometimes). tis is juz one super duper bad habit ta i hav to kick off..perhaps..ytd..A was rite in a way or another..it was my partly my fault..okie..sori abt it..i hope ta u do read tis..i shldnt hav made my conclusion regardin somethin ta quickly..
now ta e band BBQ(juz now) had juz ended..wat will i do next? go to SAJC and meet a new bunch of frenz and forget them? nahz..i'm gg to promise myself to meet up wif them for a meal or anithin..yeap, my classmates too..2D in yr 2002 n 4E1 in yr 2004. =) ta's gg to b part of my goals for yr 2005!
e world is so wonderful..yeap..whenever i look at e sky..i juz feel so peaceful. juz felt ta e formations of e clouds are so interesting..i gotta make use of e chance to straighten out e tots in my mind..oh yes, e stars u get to see at West Coast Park is simply great! juz sit down where nuthin can block ur view..wosh! i always feel v blessed to b living on tis world..experiencin e miraculous work of God..do u feel e same as i do?
well, it's true ta e world is kinda 'sucky' to mani pp..but hey! i tink ta we shld look at e positive side of everythin! =) i'm learning to so ta..well..for mani mani things..it's easy to say..but it's diff to accomplish..so i'm learning ta..hehe..it does take time..
for many times, e tot of my frenz commenting ta my blog entries all mentioned abt God juz kept flashing back..and yeap, some tink ta i'm insane or sumthin like ta..but hey! wait, i mention Him is simply coz He's part of my life..so much so ta w/o Him, i wldnt be who i'm todae. and ya, He's always blessing my every day..are you willing to allow HIm to do ta for ya? com'on, all i did was to receive Him into my heart 2 yrs ago..it was as simple as ta =)
on e way back from e band BBQ gathering todae..i talked to edwin..well, it seemed ages since i talked to him ya? juz felt a lil sad ta chen guaug seem to b backslidding..yes, i do not deny ta i've tots of backslidding when everythin in my life seem to b gg wrong...when i feel low..when i feel ta my life is so 'restricted' by e word of God(e.g. read 2 corin 6:14 n u'll know. =) )but i still peserver on..i continued to trust in e Lord..coz i know of e mighty power He hav got..e inheritence ta i'm gg to get when i'm in heaven. and most imptly, i know ta He loves mi, and it's e same for mi. when u truly love someone, u'll nv giv up hope of being wif ta particular someone no matter wat kinda situations u're in..trust mi..
yes,i always feel sad when i know of someone backslidding from God..i do not know..but somehow..i juz feel ta i've lost a bro/sis..frenz, like wat pastor always say..stop slidding away from God..slide back to HIm..He's waiting for u!
dear frenz, it's true ta sometimes i will ignore u..or cant even b bothered wif wateva u r doing..but hey!ta doesnt mean ta u're forgotten..it's juz ta i do nt know how to start a conversation wif ya..and ya..there r juz so mani times ta i do nt hav e time to tok to ya..pls pardon mi for ta..nevertheless, to all my bro-s/sis-s in Christ, i love u. let's all hang on ya? gonna believe in God to leave e 'valleys' of our lives. =)
yeap, to all my mates in Tanglin Sec, i love ya too, and yeap, i will miss u. =) do rmb to keep in contact wif mi k? hehe..i wldnt mind if u were to invite mi over to ya hse for a seat during chi new yr's season..hahaha..
quote of e dae:
~God is love. =)
~1 John 4:19 We love Him because He first loved us.
-my kind of life-
