Friday, December 03, 2004
it's all over. history will always be history. yes, it's a brand new beginning for mi. i juz hav to renew my mind n focus on where i'm walking now. life's nv e same, it's ever changing, and of course, for a good cause. tis is wat i believe in. the nv ending challenges, e ever hungry appetite for God's presence. yes, it is. e more u serve Him, e more u need Him, e more u desire Him.
todae i went to help out at an elderly's party. well, everythi was juz so great. P&W, games n refreshments..juz gotta know so mani things in one single..the brief history of every different elerly..and not to forget two lil children..Jason n Wee Xin(hopefulli i get the latter one correct). e brothers' family history juz woke mi up..time n time, there've been mani pp tellin mi how fortunate i'm, to hav a proper family, to hav sufficient money for everydae living, to hav working n well breed parents, to be living in such a spacious n comfortable home. everythin, pp kept on tellin mi ta i'm fortunate, but i dun exactli understand how fortunate can i get to as compared to those super rich kids whu lived in private estates, to hav super more than enough allowances weekly n etc.. all these juz came across my mind. yes, indeed, i'm v v v fortunate as compared to them, whu hav two non-working parents..an abusive father whu gambles n drink..and of course, some other family stuff which is a lil inappropriate for mi to mention.. all these, seriousli, let mi know how much my family now means to mi.
-my kind of life-
