hey peeps, well, i tok to shannon over e phone last nite. had a great tok. toking to her juz seem so great. she has enlightened mi on stuff which i nv gav careful tot n yeap, i got to know her more. it was juz so so so wonderful. at e same time, she was also able to help mi to change for the better.
till now, i'm still pondering over wat we've chatted last nite. true indeed, we shld go for e best when we hav e chance. and yeap, choose e tougher road. there shldnt b ani reason for mi to choose an easier path n nt putting in my best in wateva i do. it juz so so so nt easy.
perhaps, i shld choose another jc aft 1st 3 mths. i agree with wat i heard from my classmates(o5s74) n also, my seniors. they said ta SAJC is nt a wonderful place to study though it's a place where lotsa fun can b found. it's realli realli diff to get settled down n study. Self discipline, n e will e study hard must b there. furthermore, if i were to stay in SAJC, i'l hav to travel to potong pasir next yr. everyhin can b solved if i move to dagu's hse n stay.
met jannah when i left sch at 1245 todae. we travelled to boon lay interchange.on e way, the topic on our struggles in adapting jc life seem to fill our conversation. juz felt so encouraged to b toking to her again. though we r both in sajc, we seldom tok to one another. the chance for us to journey to JP was truly a God's blessing.
i must hang on till e end of 1st three mths. as for whether i will stay in sajc depends alot on my results n nt to forget, if i'm able to adapt to everythin over there by then. i'm still in a dilemma..
thks lot to shannon coz w/o her, i might hav decided to withdraw from sch tis aftnoon.
and next, to yu zhen n rong shan for tagging n letting mi know ta they're there for mi.
and lastly, chze ching. thks lot for being there with mi all e time in sajc, nt to forget luling too. u've always been there to wake mi up during lectures n also, there to acc mi. =)
tink it's realli a transition period, as wat shannon had said, in my life. i gotta b flexible. i dun know wat to say but, tink i still need time. i juz feel so out of place at times. realli praying for God to lift me out of all my burdens. pp, pls pray for mi. xie xie ni.
i do nt hav a quote in my heart todae, but i do hav a song.
song of the dae:
A HEART AFTER YOU
Create in me a new heart One that follows You Place in me A deep desire To know You as I'm known
Set my feet in Your ways To live worthy of Your calls Draw me near to You Lord Every single day
Chorus: I just want to be more like You Walk with You beside me Lord Wont You be my guide Place Your heart inside my soul A heart that's ever true One ta's after You
