i skipped sch again. cant help it, but sajc juz seem so far away from me(in my heart). i dun realli like ta sch which i find it a lil weird. perhaps, it juz doesnt suit me. =)
juz felt the devil attacking mi now, tis period of time when i'm facing a transition period in my life. i read ENHANCE todae n learnt ta satan will always visit us whenever we're lacking motivation n the energy to do things. frankly speaking, i do feel v v weak in my flesh rite now, nt to forget ta my spirit is also weak. moments of me attempting to break down juz cant b counted wif fingers alone!
the hunger for God juz kepe growing in my heart. i juz need more of Him. i need to draw strength from Him. Howeva, i find it tough. coz i know ta i'm driftin away from Him... i need to return to His side. i need Him by my side, to guide mi in my daily walk on tis planet earth n most imptly, in His wonderful kingdom.
God seemed to renewed my strength n faith aft i prayed to Him juz now. I pushed all my jobs aside n quickly settled down to spend time wif God. basicalli coz i rmb God mentioning in the Bible ta when we seek Him first in His kingdom, all things will b added to us.
True indeed, i blessed mi wif e energy i asked Him for to study for my phy n math tests tmr. i need His wisdom to anoint mi like nv b4. i need Him to answer my prayers, my deeply required ones. my dreams n visions, i need to seek it from Him earnestly.
Reading ENHANCE(Aust. Christian's Mag for Women) realli enriched my life-esp my spiritual one. i juz got to know so much so much. there're juz so mani questions ta i do nt know wat my answer is.. e.g. wat does the hand of the Lord means to u? -pp, ever wonder ta? wat does it mean when u visulise God's hands?-next, how often do u actualli hear God's voice? tis is one qn i left it in my mind. the imptance of hearing God's voice regularly is super duper impt(n urgent!)!
in short, ENHANCE is simply a wonderful mag ta realli spikes up the fire in christians! n it's realli an ncouragin mag. all these r juz as good as our v own Harvest Times! =)
quote of e dae: you'll onli do trusted wif big tasks when u r faithful in accomplishing lil things well. =)
