ppl's love for somethin will eventualli fade off. their enthu will cease overtime.
i read thur mani of the band alumis' blogs and i concluded as typed above. tinking back, i wonder how i managed to survive the hectic band practices, the endless scoldings form ms tan and seniors and the stamina to play repeated songs from morn 8am till 6pm(and even 730pm at times).
tinking back now, all those seem to be mission impossible to me. on the second tot, it might nt be true. i cant explain y, but my heart opens up whenever i sit with the band n play with them. the love for music juz kept rushing to me deep inside my heart. it's all so diff. sitting down and play and listening to it are completely diff tasks! true indeed, the feelings that we received in return differs too.
everyone seem to b disappointed over the low level of commitment tanglin band members hav given to the band. true indeed, i was shocked too. when i went back on the first dae of the camp, mani questions struck my mind.
questions like. "why the att isnt full?", "why everyone seem to b so lethargic?", "why isnt mai(the student conductoress) serious wif the band members, esp tis yr's sec 4s?" and "why so mani ppl(esp the sec2s) cant play the notes clearly and precisely?"
all those came into my mind as i sat down and listened to the band. in my heart, i had mixed feelings. i was hapi to see them but, was angry to see how 'committed' the ppl are. disappointments flooded my heart as i recalled the enduring times i used to go thru 2 yrs ago.
as wat pst has always said, we can nv expect pp to be the same we are. the way we do things doesnt assure us that they'll do it the same. diff pp, diff character.
i wonder if the current batch of students is realli diff from the batch that joined syf 2yrs ago, and also, 4 yrs ago...
