i feel so lost rite now. there isnt ani sense of security in my life.
in my life, all the relaitonships that i hav seem to b a hypocrisy. there isnt ani true deep relationship i hav with e pp ard me. i feel so left out.
moments of happiness ta i hav do not seem to last long. things will somehow, always, go the wrong way for me. at tis pt of time, i feel ta i am walking in a valley. it's all abt misfortunate events again n again. i did put in effort in everythin i do, but i juz dun seem to see my fruit. i screwed up both of my test papers todae and was abandoned by my father in city hall. in e end, i had to rush to take a train in the hope of getting a chance to see a doctor. i rushed till the extent of jay walking. and guess wat, i nearly tripped over a small hump when crossing the road! thank God ta i was able to gain my balance fast enough before the bus approaches me! i cant imagine myself being knocked down or watsoever.
my ulcerS r hurting me..tears..inner shouts for help..feelings of helplessness n insecurity.. i need some rest fm e Lord.
Verse of the dae: matt 11:28 'Come to Me, all you who labor n are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.'
