i wld like to mention somethin b4 i start writing tis entry: to all readers, tis is gonna b a long entry but, i can promise u ta tis will b a great one, esp to the christians! =)
tis whole week has been rather hectic for me. i sleep in the morning and wake up in less than 5hrs time. as usual, i dozed off during lectures. howeva, i want to say a big thk u to e pp sitting beside me al these while, esp yun jie. they r e pp whu've been giving me encouragement to stay awake, to do my work and they've given me new hope in staying awake during sch hrs!
next, churchwide conference by pst. Phil. it IS certainly a life-changing experience for me. i rmb clearly how i looked like and how i felt when i attended it on tues nite. i was sick and and i looked expressionless. perhaps it was the pool of eigth ulcers on my lips.
at e end of the first nite(tues), i realise myself leaving the place full of hope for my future. i cant explain it but i juz felt ta the fire in me has been ignited! my spirit had been revived and yeap, the river of God is beginning to flow in my heart. e whole presence in the auditorium is so strong ta tears kept flowing down my cheeks. GOd's goodness began to surface in my mind. i begIn to realise ta God is there for me everynow and everywhere. He has not ABANDON me! i know ta i am walking in a valley rite now. my life is filled with disappointments and obstacles. but, that is nt gg to extinguish my love for God! i rmb wat God has written in the Bible: put our faith and expectation in God rather than man coz they'll bring forth disaapointments,but not God! next, as written in the bk of Ehpesians, trials and tribulations r in is world for our glory!
dearest readers n cg members, one of the keys to living a fulfilling life is to PERSEVERE. tink abt the happiness n glory u hav each time u survive a trial? tink hard! for mani times, all of us r attacked by the devil who weakens our mind. but pls, rmb ta GOd has said in the Bible ta He has not given us a spirit of fear but one of a sound mind.
attending e conference has given me a vision ta all the schools, INCLUDING the JCs, is gg to hav a revival. in JJ, everyone will open their hearts and go after Jesus. i see it, and know ta it's coming. pp, if tanglin can experience a revival, there's no way other schs/colleges cant!!!! i know ta it can, and it will come to past!
ytd, i had ODAC training and we went for rock climbing. i shall nt elaborate much coz i didnt realli enjoyed the whole prac. i felt rather down.
hey!! i went for POS training ytd, reached esplanade at ard 745pm. well, we learnt the dance moves and new stunts! it was real real real exciting. i see it coming forth to us. it's a total diff feeling i first had when i met up with them! i love them lots and i love J.C.(Jesus Christ) even more!!! e whole prac ended at 1115pm? well, yeap, it was late..and i reached home even later. -.-"!! nvthe less, i still enjoyed myself and didnt regret rushing down to join them for the prac despite my tiredness aft ODAC's rock climbing session. =D
oh well, let me first update ya with my schedule for the whole of this weekend and next week. doubt i'm able to update ta often coz of my heavy workload and my tight schedule for everythin.
lata i'll b heading to NJC's funfair to supoprt liu yun and yeap, we're gonna treat it like a small 4e1 class gathering. but aft the whole fair, i'll b home to chiong my hmwk and to prepare for my test. wosh! tmr will b e most awaited dae of the week for me! i'll b attending serviceS and serving! i miss my ministry lots!! i didnt manage to help out last week coz of mummyS' dae cele.
quote of the dae/week: God is not looking for ani sacrifices ta we make but rather, our obedience ta brings forth a heart of willingness. =)
