As usual, school has always been tiring for me. It wears me out easily, and drains my brain. To make things worst, it is stealing me sleep from me! Nahz. Alright, I am typing nothing else but nonsense! Well, those are what you(and me!) will have to accept if we have to study in S'pore.
I sat for my Math and Chem test yesterday. Well, I only started my Chem revision on Sunday night and did not have a chance to do any revision for Math. Time was limited and my heart beat with increasing speed as the clock ticks away.
It was really by God's grace that I sat through my Math paper without much difficulty. As usual, many students grumbled about the difficulty of the paper and started to compared how badly they did. I may sound nobbish to ask this, so please pardon me if I ever offend you. I often wonder why people are so pround in comparing their terrible grades. As in, these controverts are often proud of their poor grades. The lower (lousier) their grades, the most proud they are. And the next thing that came into me mind is the little confident that they have before they sit for each test. Many of the students attend schools with worried hearts and are always predicting how poor they will score for the test. Hey people! Deep down in my heart, I do hate listening to all these stuff. Simply because every word that leaves your mouth will somehow come to pass. In short, if your mouth brings forth bad predictions of your future, you are as good as...cursing yourself!
I may keep quiet many of those situations but it does not mean that I will accept the situation as the way it is. I kept quiet in the hope of stopping those silly arguments/topics. At times, my effort to calm my friends' nervous and worried looks seems to be futile. Deep in my heart, I am rather disappointed.
On top of all those stuff, the matter which upsets me the most is the failure in me making a difference in the lives of (most of) my classmates. Well, this is how I feel and think! Frankly speaking, I do HATE people speaking vulgarities in my presence. Well, the way people behave and speak and the language they use have somewhat help me (and others) to determine their personality. I am right now complaining and complaining..but one thing I know is that there are just these few people whom I have managed to change them a little and also to guide them in obeying the LORD. It is good to have Christians in your class. The feeling of edifying people is wonderful! This is the same when people edify me!
I do wonder how prepared I am for my future.....
Quote of the day: Everything happens FOR a reason.
