I did not manage to blog after reaching home yesterday. Well, I gotta rush through my physics revision in preparation for today's paper. (Praise the Lord that Common Test is over for me!) Hahs! I have one small testimony to share! I was panicking last night because I was real worried on whether I was able to finish my revision. I started at 1030pm (after bathing and dinner and etc la..) and I told myself that I have to finish all the 5 remaining topics by 1am. I realised that the more I loked at the clock, the slower I was doing my job. I mean, I was so so so sorried that I nearly broke down! BUT, thank God that I did not! Instead, I spoke in tongues as I read through the notes. Hmm..multi-tasking! =D And yeap, complated everything by 1230am!
I could not resist the temptation of the playing the guitar! Yeap, I needed to turn in but..I did not want to. I want to look for God. And off I went.. It was just so amazing that I managed to pick up 'I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever'! I was so excited! Weeh! And I love it, and just cannot stop looking it!
Hey, if I did not remember wrongly, I wrote an entry on a recent sunday about me clicking 'Archieves' and reading the entries which I wrote in Oct 2004 yea? I mentioned about worship and guess what? After writing the entry, do I realise that last weekend's(14th Aug) service sermon was on worship! See, God is trying to tell me something. Think I know a little, but if it happens that you all have more views on it, pls pls n pls, do share it with me! Thanks lot n lots n lots! Muacks! =)
On to of that, I did mention to you all that Zheng Hong needed my help in looking after a ID(intellectually disabled) person yea? I did not really manage to look after her before the service simply because I had my stuff to do. Initially, I thought that I need not look after her but I was wrong! I was in the hall when the service started. And when worship session was about to end, I found her there in the hall with a worker. She was alone and one of the brothers got her a seat somewhere in the middle of the row with some uncles whom she obviously do not know. I mean, how possible do you think it is for an ID patient to sit ALONE with..well, strangers of the opposite gender?
Upon seeing that, I got Jess (who was heling her to stand properly) to bring her over and seat with me. At that time, Bro Jonathan and Sister Krystin had already started preaching, so it was inappropriate for me to walk up the slope and get her a seat together with me. We then took a seat on the steps. As in, the platform just behind the sound console, in front of the stage.
It was well, challenging taking care of her. I was at a loss for many moments to as how to take care of her! I even had difficulty communicating with her my friends! Throughout the service, she kept her hands on my laps for support, and leaned on me. Somehow, there was this..this emptyness that I felt in her heart when she laid her head on my shoulder. I wonder why too yea? I got her to sit properly not too long after I realised that she was close to falling asleep! Gosh! It was really tough. There was a few times she shouted in the midst of the preaching. Deep in my heart, fear seem to crippled me, because I was really afraid of getting scolded by the leaders. Somehow, I spoke in tongues after that. And hey! I managed to keep her quiet after that and fear was no longer in me! Amen! =) *Smiles*
After she left me, I came to many conclusions. And indeed, I truly take my hats off to the JAMs workers. I used to think that JAMs is no different from Dialect. Afterall, they have got their own problems and we, our own problems. But now, my view has taken a new turn. I admire the workers and espeially to those whose calling is in JAMs ministry. I now understand how great Yu zhen has been after serving in JAMs for so long. And yeap, Felix too. =)
Back to my papers this morning. I will not mention anything about Physics but I do want to share with you all what happened to me while I sat for the Chinese paper. Alright, the tired me did not manage to answer the few 'simple' multiple choice questions at the 2nd and 3rd section of the paper. I spent so much time intepreting the meanings of the underlined phrases and fixing phrases into the blanks that my mind went blank. Yes, it literally went blank. So much so that I slept while doing the cloze passage section. But, thank God that He woke me up(somehow He just did, amazing?=) ), I then drank some water before doing the paper again. Things got alot better till the point I went to do the comprehension. I was lost and has no idea what I was reading. However, due to the shortage of time, I went to asnwer the questions after reading the passage even though doubts were surrounding my mind. =) But praise the Lord that He helped me to understand the passage as I answered the questions. It was just so amazing to see how God helps me.
I am feeling just so blessed despite having many disapointments in life at times. O ya! Just wanna say a very big thank you to all those who have stood by my side during my exam period. My cell group members were the greatest of all! There sms-ed me late in the night and early in the morning with verses and blessings! Once again, thank you! =)
Off I go now! I am going to Suntec to repair my phone and next, Plaza Singapoura to watch a show! Yippee!
Btw, I will be watching Charlie and the CHOCOLATE FACTORY tomorrow! Hahs! I am definitely looking forward to that! =) -my kind of life-
