And next, perhaps it's really time for me to quiet down and observe my surroundings..
It is definitely rewarding when you make commitments to God and stay close to Him, but do you ever realise that the devil will get jealous of it? Yes, he wants to prevent you from getting intimate with Him, so let alone receiving God's blessings for us. But thank God that I have Him and yes, He is the reason why I exist today. And not to forget that the LORD is the reason why the devil choose to attack me instead of anyone else. In short, I am in the midst of a fierce spiritual warfare.
Just when things are progressing alot for me in my walk with God, in my cell group and my ministry, the devil starts to attack me. And yes, he attacks me at a time when I am having my holidays! Which, in other words means that I will have alot of time to start wasting away by focusing on the trials that the devil has laid for me! You cunning little one!
I will be able to overcome this period of tribulation! Eph 3:13 tells me not to not to lose heart at the tribulations God has given to me as they are here for my glory! Yes, like what Zheng Hong has blogged, everything we do goes back to the very basic purpose;for Christ. We do not do it for anyone's sake but rather, because of the love Jesus has for us. Yes, Shannon also told me that nothing that I have done will ever be wasted. God sees it and He will judge it.
I will always remember Pastor Kong said: Mature people do things according to their commitments while immature people do things based on their emotions.
Seriously speaking, I do encourage you all to read Zheng Hong's blog. Especially on his recent entry dated 6th Sept 2005, if I am not wrong. Just wanna say a big thank you to him for the content and many things do come running back to me with question marks! Duhx. Seriously speaking, ZH is someone whom I feel grateful towards to. Like what many have mentioned, he is someone with extremly good temper. He can crap, he can laugh but he will never blow his top off over anything. Neither will you see him frowning over things that went wrong. He is defintely someone whom I will not take notice at first look but hey! His patience and willingness certainly made him a special one. Thank you for making a difference in my life. =)
