My facial expressions can sometimes be masks that cover my inner feelings. What about you?
I may look good on the outside, but it does not mean that I will feel good!
This can be compared to a packet of expired cookies. It may be packaged very beautifully and attractive, but does its appearance necessarily mean that the cookies inside will be nice and still fresh?
I know myself. I have troubles that bother me right from the top of my head (aka mind) to my body (aka heart) and to my legs. What I meant was that the problems that I have right now do make my fearful. And there are times whereby I will tremble.
But, does all these prevent me from putting on a brave front in front of others and appear as though nothing strange has happened in my life? Unfortunately, it does not prevent. I do not want others to know the 'better' side of me. I am, in fact, running away from reality!
For many times, I seem like a repelling magnet; my relationships with the people revolving round my life have been weakened. I do am bothered by all these and am at a loss to as how should I go about handling such problems.
Once again, the problem of insecurity is back again. I am fearful of the world; the strangers whom I passby every single day. I am intimidated by others very often in one way or another. I may just not show it out, but that is exactly how I feel.
I know that no one on earth knows all this except for a Man whose name is Jesus. He is a friend waiting for me to look Him up, opening up my heart and chat with Him. He is the oppsosite pole of my magnet, attracting me to me...
I have ran away, ran and ran..but in the end, I still met Him and cannot help but to stick with Him even closer than before. I love Him and I definitely need more of His presence in my life. Please do a work in my life Jesus..
*He is the answer to my life.. and yours too. Will you run back and be attracted to Him again just like I do?* -my kind of life-
