God has always been good to me. On top of all, He is a faithful God of mine, a friend of mine.
How will you treat a friend who has abandoned you time and time again? Or even, forgetting you? Is your response to ignore that person so as to make your friend guilty? Or will you break your ties with that friend of yours? A forgiving person like you might consider giving your friend another chance..will you? =)
Yes, I personally should admit that there are times whereby I feel weary and begin to let His existence pass by me. Moments when I felt so happy that I forgot to include Him into my joy and laughters occurred too..
I do feel sad having forgetting such a good friend and comfort. Because, the times when I felt useless, intimidated, aimless in life and fearful, He has always been the one who listens to me. Other than listening to me, He provides solutions to me and even help me to work wonders in my life!
And now, after time and time again of 'abandoning' Him, I went back to Him..to speak to Him..to share my heart felt issues with Him.. the gracious and merciful heart of His opened up His ears to listen to me. More than that is that His arms are stretched out to comfort me.
Deep in my heart, I still know that I need Him. And that, my heart is still with Him because no matter what happens, His name will just linger round my mind...
For the past few days, He answered my anxious prayers. I thank Him for all those. I got my job today as I have prayed for. And over the past few days, things went really very smoothly for me, especially for my Oral Presentation (part of Project Work) which every J1 in Singapore had been talking about. If you want to know more about it, I suggest you asking my personally because my eyes are closing soon.. =)
