How will you depict my life? How do I appear to you? What kind of impressions have I left on you? All these, you can keep it to your own. I need not know your comments and let alone your feedback to my matters.
Yes, you must be thinking.. Wow..When did Lynn become so fierce? Or even..What has happened to her?
I am not being fierce, neither have I changed for the worst. All I want is to lead a life based on the standards which I feel comfortable rather than the expectations of the world or the people around me. There is definitely no need to compare me with other people simply because God has made me in a special way; different from every other people.
I need to stand strong and not cry. That is all that I have to remind myself at all times. Yes! I have my own moments of insecurity, doubtfulness and fear. Many times, I do even feel intimidated by the critics coming out from surrounding people.
I need to have my own share of rest and peacefulness. Even then, there are times when I will lay low and keep quiet. So, I have no choice but to give my friends an answer that says that I am tired in order to be accountable to them for my quietness and so-called unusualness.
How will you feel if you were me? And, will that be how you are going to react? -my kind of life-
