Bright and brighter! Yeah! I am in the season where outstanding colours are surrounding my life!
Slowly but assuredly, I am regaining my form. Well, not my physical form but rather, spiritually and mentally. Picking up the broken pieces of my heart, soul and body was inevitable the moment I decided to stand upon my feet again. The process was tough, mind challenging and nonetheless, a humbling experience for me.
Picking up the pieces is one thing, while fixing it with new materials or even substituting the hopeless powder of the brittle 'glass' is another.
They are two different process in all! Well, think about it.. It is just like you earning money and spending money! Most of us work to get our money..And we will most probably end up spending the money to buy things that fill up the gaps in our lives. In short, those gaps could actually refer to either our personal needs or own desires.
So now, do you get the idea? Hahs.
Iam not afraid to tell everyone that I have just went back into becoming a lump of mold in the Potter's hands. My Potter found a speck of dust in me which destroyed both my outer and inner beauty, that was why He had to remove the dust and get me molding right from the very beginning once again.
It was a humbling experience. For many times, I have always reminded myself to be humble, because humility is the factor to doing well in life. Initially, I would pay my fullest attention to that. However, as time passes by, the exaltation in me got a little far way too high. It was so high that hardly anyone could grab it and pull it down for me! But, I do thank God for Him, for His long and mighty hands..
Getting Him to pull your exaltation was easy, but the process of Him doing it was you was a test of my will. How I would hold on to Him as He pulled me down.
Alright, my eyes are closing.. Nites to all for the itme being! =) -my kind of life-
