For once I am troubled by my friends in school. It has been long time since my secondary school days where I got misunderstood and lost the company of my close friends except for my dearest Melissa Yeo. Oh well, that seemed ages ago! And I am glad that everything is cleared and it's fine for everyone now! =)
All I feel is that the hatred for a particular someone in my class is getting more and more intense. Many times, I do feel sympathise her till an extent. I also tried speaking up for her in the bus today as we got involved in the topic regarding her. But it all seems to me that... ...It will be tough for the rest of the class to get on good terms with her. Afterall, no one in our class is really in any form of close relationship with her.
I personally have not experienced much 'attacks' from her but she seems like a nice and harmless classmate. However, there are many things which I do not understand and it seem to me that everyone is blaming her for her 'legalistic' acts in school when she sometimes hardly set a good (ideal) example for us.
Everything started last year the moment school term started for me in JJ. The tension felt by everyone seems to be an accumulated one. Now, even my bubbly Yun Jie, and all forgiving and gentle Angeline and Pei Yin do not seem to really be able to get along with her... I am all so confused. I want to help her. Giving her a new chance and helping her to understand the classmates better is what I desire. But, how should I go about doing it?
My acts to help her will certainly sparked gossips and even tension between me and my friends. It certainly risks my own freedom in school. I need some guidance!
*My mind's so filled with the worldly problems! Shugs!* -my kind of life-
