Greetings to everyone! I am still smiling and giggling whever I can! Hahs. I must really say well done to all JC graduates who have survived the 'A' Levels. After reading my friends' blogs and seeing the faces of my classmates daily, I can depict their stress level. To make things worse, problems belonging to the heart keep appearing in the lives of my close friends. These problems doesnt necessart refer to the BGR kinda stuff I would say because I think many of my classmates are too busy for that. But, the lost of valuable; important objects have surfaced among my classmates. I would not mention much but one thing I know is that all these events are unpredictable. We, not only you, must all learn from all these lessons.
As a friend, I may not be in your shoes experiencing what you are going through now, but I can assure you that I understand how you feel. As a normal being, I am certain that what you are going through now is either something I have been through it or am going to face in the near future. You see, nothing is ever new under the sun. So I believe that when you feel that you are going to be driven crazy by the stuff revolving in your life, there might actually be someone out there who is waiting for you to share your problems, carry your burden and even be there to bring you through this moment of 'crisis'.
I am just that someone, waiting for everyone to regard me as someone part of their life... It does not matter who I am, but what I am to you does really matter.
Building up trust with someone is tough and it requires time. It is just like my relationship with my Father in heaven. When I just accepted Him in my life, I find it hard to pray to Him and to share with Him the problems and worries of my life. But as time passes by, and as I begin to build an intimate and trusting relationship with Him, things changed! My life brightens up and all of a sudden, I am learning to open up to the people around me! Yesterday, I finally had my Quiet Time after a long battle with my daily tiredness. I had it not because I stopped feeling tire yesterday, but it was because I planned my time and the things that I would like to do the moment I reached home from school.
As I spoke in tongues, I began to share with Him the issues of my life. The next moment I realised was that I could not stop sharing with Him! I just talked and talked. For one time do I realised that I actually have got so many problems in my life, but surprisingly, I did not express my sorrows outwardly in front of others. Praises should all really go to my Father in heaven who have strengthened me every day and helping me to conquer one mountain after another.
I have lightened my burden and one thing is that I felt so secure in my life when I walk with Jesus. Life is no longer filled with uncertainty for me because Jesus Christ is there to be the solution for me in every situation I face!
One example is my Math Vectors lecture test today. Frankly speaking, vectors is a very dangerous topic in my point of view. The chances of you making a mistake in every few steps of working is just so high! On top of that, questions can be twistered easily hence making everything tricky! I am not trying to exaggerate how tough this topic is but rather, I am expressing my areas of weakness in this topic.
I was extremly worried yesterday for myself because this test seemed like a killer to me. And just last week, I failed a spring test for Vectors. I was so worried that I kinda broke down while sharing my problems with God. But the more I chatted with me, I felt my worries diminishing, and the next moment, I started to tell God that I believe that I will do well. And that as I do my paper, all formulae will come back into my mind calmly. I even prayed for a 90% A grade!
I do plan and pray over my plans. For every test, I lifted it all up to God and asked that God's grace will help me to achieve an A grade with a certain percentage. In my pevious Math and Chem test, God did wonders for me by allowing me to As. Wow. And today, everything just went so smoothly for me. I could do all the questions and felt kinda assured in my answers. Let's all wait for the good news that God has done in my life!
One of my new year resolutions is to be prompt in handing up my work. I am somewhat reaching there. I am going to hang on! =)
*Yippee ya ya yippee yippee ya!* -my kind of life-
