My future lies in my hand. Likewise the way I behave depends on the way I think.
I know that at times I am straight forward in my speech and words and have hurt people who heard those words without me knowing it. I am sorry for that. But I do not deny that I do speak the facts at times. Facts are afterall, sometimes cruel. We just cannot change that way facts present themself. However, facts can be viewed differently by various people. Whether something is viewed good or bad ultimately lies in the hands of the seer.
I can say alot, but my words will bring me to nothing if no action is carried out. Today, I do not want to present myself through words, but rather by my acts. A greater period of transition is waiting for me...
Wendy from Dialect Church (DC) commented on my blog entry regarding the stuff going on in my class. I agreed partially to what she spoke to me while serving today and on the tagboard. However, I still reserve part of my views despite what others say. But, my opinions are based on the facts which I witnessed to.
I listened to the testimony of the CG member and I aspire to be like the CG member whom she has mentioned. A JC lady (we are not longer girls please!) whom faced somewhat the same situation that I am in now and how she managed to experience a breakthrough in her class and CG in the number of friends.
At the end of the day, God is not going to look at what we owe in life when we all reach heaven, the only thing He finds in our heart is just one word: Faithfulness. I will always keep in mind how God spoke to Shannon about me during CGM. Yes, in this coming year, God is going to test me of my faithfulness, and I am going to step out of my comfort zone to serve Him.
In BS, I have learnt that our faithfulness can be seen through our fruitfulness. And well, I mean being fruitful in the area where you have been faithful in. =)
*I certainly need more understanding and courage to go about solving situations in my life..* -my kind of life-
