My mind's so filled with the events that are happening around me!
Provoking thoughts are inevitable since I have a well working mind. Hahs. For many times, deep inside my mind I would ponder deeply over an act of someone or an incident with lotsa conclusions for myself. But I seldom share them. I will never know how offensive those remarks I made will be since I am not the one whom I have pondered upon. I admit that I am not perfect, and I do self reflections occasionally. It does work in making a better person as a learn from one lesson to the other.
But that is not what I intended to blog on!
I had a wonderful CGM last night and before that, a walk around Telok Blangah was certainly great! During CGM, I felt that God was speaking to me through Shannon. The words that flowed out from her seemed to be what God was telling me! I mean, it somewhat applies in my life!
On our very first CGM of 2006, I remembered Shannon praying for every individual who attended CGM. Her prayers for me was the shortest of all that she had said for me. Though short, the prayer was impactful.
I want to bring my relationship with God to a higher level, but there are certain times when I get defeated by the devil. I gave in, and lost the battle. You see, attacks by the devil is appearing at every moment. I keep telling myself that I want to do this or that, but it somewhat never did come to pass due to my complacency. As I thought about all these, the word faithfulness came rushing back to me. Shannon prayed for me and mentioned that this year is going to be a tough year for me because God is going to test on my faithfulness!
Everyone knows that God is the one whom we will praise and whom we want to be with when things are going well for us. But the question is how many of you will cling on to God and continue to believe in His promises when things start going haywire?
In your darkest moment, it is inevitable that you will start to doubt God. I am sure the devil will make use of that opportunity to shake your faith!
Even for me personally, I have been tempted by the devil in several areas.
Things are moving in a different dimension for me this year. It seem to be a total different one. I cant bring it out through words. But God is the best witness I am able to find. I am beginning to do things which I have never though I can. I felt so stretched, so expanded especially when I am taking my 'A' levels this year.
Perhaps, the road o sitting for such a tough examination is stressing me out. Hahs. Oh well, do keep me in prayers. -my kind of life-
