I finally am able to settle down and read the blog entries of the people around me. It certainly warms up my heart when I read about how my friends are doing in their daily lives!
I read Willy's recent entry and it certainly touches my heart because I know that he has given his best and the fullest attention he can ever provide in writing a wonderful heart to heart entry. Most importantly, he has great courage in displaying his genuine thoughts. In fact, if the chance ever occurs, Ms Lang (our Civics Tutor) should really read the entry and start to understand Willy.
Like Willy, most of our classmates have been feeling down the moment school work is mentioned. Everyone seems to feel so dead and tired upon reaching home daily without even touching the work assigned. To make things worst, teachers do make remarks that stresses us to the extreme. By repeating our under performance level time and time again is no differance from nagging.
Nagging is definitely NOT advicing. Who will ever enjoy listening the nags of a someone? Advices certainly sound much more pleasant and appetizing.
Anyway, no matter what you, you and you (the reader) are going through, I believe that there would have been someone in this world undergoing what you are experiencing. You see, people undergoes such challenges and survived! So can you! Afterall, we are all human beings and we all came from the same creator; God!
In my previous entries, I admit to typing my thoughts out harshly. And somehow I have grabbed the attention of many closed and loved ones around me. I thank all for the love and concern that have been bestowed on me. I am speechless for all the things that you all have done for me.
After typing those entries, and having experienced the endless concern poured onto me, I felt as though I am a vulnerable little girl. There are times where I was dumbfounded when people start to comment that they know that I am very stressed due to my packed schedule and everything. Yes, all of a sudden, I feel kinda useless because I have appeared as someone who has lost management of her time and has made a mess out of everything that was assigned to her.
And that was not what I wanted to convey initially. Please pardon me!
What I did a few days ago on this blog account was perhaps an alternative for me to vent my fustrations over my untouched school work load and lack of time management. And I was not trying to imply to anyone that I would like to sacrifice any of the things that I am currently holding on to.
I love and enjoy what I am doing currently because I know that through what I have contributed, someone has definitely be blessed. This is not over confidence, but rather a sense of assurance which I have deposited in my heart and mind as I conduct my activites.
And I see no need in people trying to encourage me by asking me to give up something that has already been integrated into my life. I understand that these people have given me advices/solutions as a way of showing their concern and even helping me to carry my burden but that is simply not the way I think.
Basically my life revolved around the activites relating to church other than my school connections. So it is definitely common sense that what people around me have been asking to do is to let go of my activites temporary or well..even permanantly if I happen to forget about it in the future.
I want to give my life to my Saviour because He, Jesus Christ, was nailed on the cross some 2000 years ago just to redeem my life and let me reunite with my Father in heaven. Jesus Christ came to earth humbly and shed His precious blood on a cross despite being the Son of our Father in heaven.
If Jesus despite being the Son of God has laid down His precious life for a sinful me in the past, all the more the little me should give up my life willingly for Him... This is my expression of love for Him.
*I will be away for some time before I return back to www.crappi.blogspot.com Hahs* -my kind of life-
