No matter how much I try to put on a smile on my face it seems that my eyes always betray me. Yes, the tiredness expressed by the dark rings surrounding my eyes just gave way. My eyes just feel extremly dry and my eyelids are heavy when night falls.
However I personally feel that things are getting better for me in general. I somehow have yet to sleep at any single lecture so far (except the Math lecture on early Monday morning). And yes, I did not drink any coffee. My secret? It is very simple, not only do I put in my best to sleep a little more, but I have also lifted up my lecture sessions intomy Father's hands. Hahs! As simple and easy as that!
I did my visitation today and great things did happen to me! I had a chat with Maria and Wendy who were with me. In my short chat, I forgotten about something very important. I did not take into deep consideration why I suddenly had so many nightmares in the afternoon nap which I took on Monday.
Yes, one of the common reasons people may give is fatigue. It is undeniable that when one is fatigue, the mind is weak and vulnerable to any thoughts that are dominated by fear and shocks. As such, there is a very high possiblity that one's mind may just go wild after going through a level of pressure.
But then again, for someone who hardly dreams, how can it be possible for her to have 3 nightmares in a row? I seldom dream because the moment I lie on my bed each time, I will fall into deep sleep. In addition, I am someone who dreams only like...twice annually? So, let alone me experiencing nightmares in my sleep.
To think further, the main reason why I am disturbed in my nap is because I forgot to pray before I napped. Another contributing factor can be that the devil is trying to scare me off from what I am doing right now! Yes, in Dialect I am learning to grow and am picking up skills to start an estate. The estate has just been opened to the church, and I am learning everything step by step. The devil may stop me, but God will continue to hold and push me on! =)
And I have one piece of great news to share with everyone! I scored 90% for my Integration Lecture test! This is not boasting!!!I would just like to share about God's goodness in my life! You see, I ended school late and had visitation the day before the lecture. The worn out me had little time to study, but one decision I chose correctly was to pray to God and asking for His wisdom! I am practically praying for the wisdom of Daniel to bestow onto me daily!
Daniel has the wisdom ten times that of normal beings! Who would not want that? I want that! And I desire after that for a good cause! I am enjoying every single bit of my life now!
Having completed my 2nd Physics Tutorial since my entry in JJC last year is the 2nd most accomplished thing that I have done this week! God is really great! And He plays a great role in helping me to achieve my resolutions this year!
