Words, words and more words! Aint you getting tired of reading words? =D
I am not tired, neither am I sick of typing them out! In fact, I enjoy typing and reading words!
Once again, doing is a much more challenging task as compared to saying. I have typed so much about me gearing up for a challenging future and me going to overcome every obstacle in my life gloriously, but how much have I done so far?
Despite mentioning so much, and putting in as much effort as I am able to at this moment, I personally feel that I am prepared for only 1.00% of the upcoming events in my life!
After giving myself a reflection regarding what happened today, I nearly broke down! Oops, I mean I broke down! Though it was just a minor one, I just cannot imagine how I would be like in the future when everything starts to progress intensively.
True indeed, I no longer can depend on my own will to ensure daily survival. I definitely need God to expand my capacity. To handle every single thing on my hand seem a little impossible but all I can do now is to lift everything up in my Father's hand.
With only 24 hours a day, and 7 days a week, I have to: -Visit elderly at their homes -Start getting involved for POS -Complete my schoolwork promtly -Attend school daily (One of my top new year resolutions!) -Get ready for Dialect service weekly -Be prepared for Cell Group (matters) -Study for my weekly class/lecture test -Try my very best to spend time with my classmates after school -Prepare Easter props for the drama team in Dialect
To man, all these seem impossible. But, I am really putting total faith into every single matter. I do not know how, but I will just believe that God will straighten the path for me. I simply enjoy every task I am involved in! If not I would not have volunteered myself for everything! Hahs. So if you are a friend of mine, keep me going on by encouraging me instead of hindering my progress! =)
My purpose of blogging such a matter is to bring to light to people how tight my schedule can actually get at times and as such, some people around me are affected. Over here, I would like to apologise to some people for not being able to spend time with them this period of time. These people are:
-Sharon: I am so sorry to have turned down your invitations again and again. But I will definitely put in my very best to spend time with you when things have settled down.
-Patricia, Xin Yu and the great class of 4E1: It seems that I have broken my promise to organise a class outing in December and March. I would like to seek for your forgiveness yea? =)
-My CG members: It seems that I have always been absent in whatever shopping/movies trips of you people! But I have given my word to spend one day out with you all on Sunday! So let's all choose a date before everything intensifies for me!
-S6. Especially to Guan Bao Ying! Despite us meeting up for less than 5 times annually, I still feel the warmth among us! Thanks infinity for everything that you all have sown in my life. And for Bao Ying, ps to reject your offers again and again! But nonetheless, you're still remembered in my heart at all times! This goes to the rest too!
-05S19-ians: It seems that I have been missing out lunchs at JP with you peeps huh? But I promise to make my presence felt over there whenever time permits! Go go go! And hey! We have all improved in the Chemistry test as compared to the previous one! Great job everyone! Let's all go towards the finishing line with all our might in unity!
-In any case I have missed out anyone, do feel free to add them in the tag because it seems a little hard for me to recall everyone at this instant! Hahs.
*Expand my capacity like never before...* -my kind of life-
